kehidupanku di bumi anbiya' 18

i am totally boring right now and do not know what to do...
so i wrote this poem and i would like to remind this...
this poem is actually not dedicate to anyone... because i don't have feeling during doing this poem
believe it or not.. i just did an unreasonable poem...
and i don't know why i'm doing this...
but..
what can i say... it's one of my hobbbies.. hahaha

there's no time left for me...
there's no chances left for me...
standing here without reason
is useless...

hear this what i'm trying to say, hear this

i really want to be beside you always
but it's too late
and i'm sorry...
please forgive me...

this is ends of our story
no more memories that we can build together anymore
i didn't mean it
but
please don't cry.. don't cry
wipe your tears
and lean your head on my invisible shoulder
remember me
even though i'm not here anymore

promise me...
promise me that you will live with happily
so that i'll be happy before i gone
promise me..
promise me not to cry
so that i wont cry before i gone
please promise me...

no matter what happen
i will love you forever from far
so you wont hurt
and be happy
and i'll be happy when i look at your smiley face everyday
until i die...

I miss You...