j0uRneY oF mY LifE....

tanye khabar je....

2011-11-15T21:14:00.001+08:00

Assalammualaikum w.r.b

dah lama xbuka blogger ni.. huhu

alasannye...

hahaha...

malas and xde idea nk post..

hr ni bru bukak atas pemintaan adik

adik xhabis2 tnye bila nak update blog...

so, hr ni bru bukak n yg terkejutnye...

wow!!

blogger dah upgrade la wei..

cma saya je x upgrade n x update...

ish3..

hahaha

anyway, ape khabar my blog?

kihkihkih... :-)

new year, new journey 8

2011-05-10T17:44:00.004+08:00

PRESENT PLEASE!!!!!!

what???
hahaha

every year..
when it comes to May, i feel like i'm the busy girl in the world.. haha
want to know why...

on labour day..
i'm extremely happy because it was...
my MAMA'S BIRTHDAY!!!!

MAMA!!! happy birthday....
unfortunately, it's hard for me to send a present for her... huhuhu
but i did text her a birthday wish.. hihihi

next,
on 8th of May....
it was Mother's Day, right???
hahaha...
actually, i little bit confused because one of my friends told me that
6th of May was Mother's Day... huhuhu
then, i asked my housemate...
she said, "i don't care about the date because for me everyday is Mother's Day"
after she's saying that i realised that i do also didn't care about the date..
so, on 6th of May i made a wish through SMS...
and, on 8th of May...
i made this card...

today is 10th of May, right???
hahahaha
it's my adorable sister's birthday!!!
wani!!!!
happy birthday...
but we celebrated her birthday yesterday because me and my housemate, Farhana are having midterm exam this week...
so, we kind of little bit busy...
but, we still enjoyed it yesterday, right wani?
hahaha..
all of us ate spaghetti except wani... she ate Super Crunchy sandwich at fast food restaurant..
hehehe
present???
well... i made this for her yesterday secretly.. hihi
my housemates also didn't know about it. kihkih
.
and i have just pasted it in front of her door today... hihihi

i hope with this simple present will make them happy...
i wish that i can do more but...
i'm having an exam this week.. hope mama n wani will accept my simple, small present...

love you both.... muahhh..
hihihi

new year, new journey 7

2011-04-29T05:40:00.009+08:00

Assalammualaikum everyone...

wow... fuuhhhh..... full of dust
kohkohkoh...

since i enjoyed myself and forgot about my own lovely blog...
hmmm... wait. what is my mind trying to say??? arghhh...
anyway...
i have new story...

on 26th and 27th April..
me and my friends were working together for Culture Day which is between Malaysia-Egypt's culture exhibition...
this is first time project that given by our Egyptian friends...
we worked together as one to make our exhibition look awesome...
hahaha

the exhibition is totally... WOW!!!
i'm speechless.. hohoho
just look at the pictures below...
the situation was totally uncontrolled.. but thank god, several of our egyptian friends helped us and thanks to them...
thank you so much guys for helping us... hahaha

this is a picture that we spreaded through our facebook to promote and invite them to our exhibition.. created by ikyn...

although it was tiring... but still enjoyable and full of experiences..
i like... hihihi
most of our egyptian friends already now how to wear 'kain pelekat', play our tradisional game 'congkak', like our food especially our 'puding jagung' and our wedding plan video..
thanks to our team who contribute the ideas and energy together..
all of us are awesome!!! hahaha
love you all...

i wish i can show you guys a video of my egyptian friend that now, know and pro wearing our 'kain pelekat' but i donno how to rotate (90degree) the video.. huhu
sorry guys...
if you really wish and still want to view it.. comment it ok?
so that, i can upload it... hihi

to all my friends who came to our exhibition...
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

new year, new journey 6

2011-01-05T04:42:00.004+08:00

wow..... it's already 2011????
hohoho

when is the last time i update my blog????
NOVEMBER?????
WOW!!!!!

sorry guys....
i was too busy with my mid-exam, final practical exam...
problem with creative ideas.... hahaha
i mean i don't have any idea what should i type about....
because my mind was thinking about the courses
and my soul was like.... tired and want to sleepzzzz
huhuhuhu

at first..
i thought i wanna update about aidiladha...
unfortunately, i have to study to prepare my mid exam...

after finished all mid exam...
i was sick...
a week....
Oh Allah...
thanks to Him
my fever is already gone..

but my cough... it's been more than a month...
it has not gone yet...
maybe soo?? hihihi

i know my mama was so worried about my health
how do i know???
well...
on 17th of december until 23rd of december...
my family came and visited me and my sis in mansoura..
and my mama saw me coughs from the day they came until they went to cairo..
i didn't follow them to cairo because i was extremely sick.
when they were in cairo, my sis keep calling me because they worried about my health..

it okay everyone!!! i gonna be okay... it's gonna be recovered soon

the most important thing is i got my parents' hugs...
that the only i want to get a strength and i can feel their love...

fine... now i have started crying.. my tears dripped..
where is my tissues???!!!

i also got the chances hugged my big sis, lil sis and bros and kissed my parents..
mmmmmuuuuuaaahhhh
hihihi

i still remember the way my mama hugging me...
she hugged me just like i'm a cute new doll and she grab me and don't want let me go forever...
you know what i mean???
and then she cried...
just like the first time she sent me on my first day at Johor Matriculation.... hihihi

anyway...
i have to continue study rite now because next week will be my final exam for sem 3..
huhuhu...
so nervous rite now... feel like wanna cry again.. sob3

p/s: this picture was during aidiladha... i made karipap again!!!! hihihi

that's all for today...
pray for me and my friends too!!!!
annyeong~~

new year, new journey 5

2010-11-04T04:31:00.004+08:00

i donno how to start with...
but it's totally made me cry...

a girl that i met 21 years ago...
a girl that i always relied on...
a girl that i always need a hug...
a girl that i always need a love...

ehmmmmmm.....

donno how to start again....

5 years...
she had been hidden for 5 years
and i didn't realized it
why she's hiding from me?
doesn't she know it was hurting me so much???

"Anna, whatever you do, you must have faith in your heart, okay?"
"okay, don't worry about me. just worry about yourself. i gonna be okay and no one can stop me. and you must believe me and never ever leave me alone, okay?"
"okay, i promise i will not leave you alone.. I PROMISE"

the last words....

why suddenly my hands are shaking?
why suddenly my mouth cannot move?
why suddenly am i kneeling in front of you?
why suddenly my tears out in front of you?

KAKAKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wanna cry.... i wanna cry!!!!!!

"Anna, please don't cry, okay? i always be there for you...."

NNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY DO YOU HAVE TO GO??!!
WHY DO YOU LEAVE ME ALONE??
you promised me...
you promised me not to leave me alone...

WHY???!!!

"Anna, i'm sorry.... we already try our best to save your sister. i'm sorry.... her disease was too chronic."
"doctor, why she never told me that she was sick?"
"I'm sorry. by the way, this is a box for you"
"box???"
"yes, your sister want me to give you"
"thank you"

A letter????

To my lovely little sister....

I know you gonna be so angry because I never told you about my disease..
I didn't mean to hide it from you..
I'm doing this because of you. You're the only one I have after Mom and Dad died 7 years ago...
5 years I've been hided from you because I want to sacrifice everything before the day comes.
Please don't be mad, okay? and don't cry... promise?
By the way, I've already transfer everything... all my assets that given by our parents and my last sacrifice to you is already transfer to your assets... please... promise me to use it wisely..
take care of our family's company. Don't let people take it away from you, okay?

I always love you... I always do and i believe you gonna be strong enough. I'm always believing in you... promise me to be a good girl, okay? love you and happy belated birthday

Flying kiss from me to you,
Your sister

kakak....
i promise to be a good girl...
i promise to take care of our family's company
and i promise to you that i gonna be strong girl and use this 'treasure' wisely

kakak.....
i never said this words to you until now...

KAKAK....
I LOVE YOU.... I ALWAYS DO...

P/S: to all reader... this is a fiction story, not a real story.... not related to anyone...
sorry guys!!! hehe

new year, new journey 4

2010-10-28T01:01:00.005+08:00

wow!
i don't know that egyptian people were so creative...

today...
after i bought some foods for lunch with my friends
we sat in front of physiology lab...
at there,
there was an exhibition (maybe... i'm not really sure)
lots of drawings and calligraphy...

1st picture that attracted me was this picture
created by mohamad el-nedi (sorry if spell it wrong)

this 2nd picture was also from him and Kak Farhana liked it so much...

keep it up mohamad el-nedi!
you're totally so creative...
like it!

next picture....
this guy was so talented...
his drawings were playing my hallucination...

his name is abdel ghani...
i like it too!!!
ngee~ ^_^

after we finished our lunch and enjoyed the exhibition...
we went back to lecture hall...

when we came in to the hall
something scary happen~~~~~

huhuhuhu

i was listening to music
so i cannot hear very well
then....
suddenly.....

"MALAYSIAN PEOPLE!!!!....."

WOW!
after i took off the earphone..
i felt that i wanted to run away

i was like...
Oh God!! HELP ME!!! SAVE ME!!!!
I DON'T WANNA DANCE
i really don't know how to dance..

wait, wait...
i just only know 'zapin' but i already forgot...
huk3

then i told them that Hidayah Azman know 'silat'
which is kind of like kung fu, wushu... or in other words, it's Martial Art...
so... Hidayah Azman showed them..

after she finished...
they called me....

Oh God.... what i gonna do?
finally, i tried my best to show them the steps...
at first it was so difficult because it's hard for me.
i never dance in the small space
so they decide to go to the big stage...

i was like... okay, fine
as long there was no boys...
finally.... i showed them the steps that i remember only

during 'the lesson'
the boys came in...
and my show was automatically END.... ngee~~^_^

honestly, it's quite enjoyable...
i mean, i kind a person who's very hard to communicate to other people
because during high school, i'm just a nerd and always stay silent..

before the psychology lecture started...
we took a chance by taking a lot of pictures with them...
and this one of the pictures that i took...

enjoy?? yeah, we still can enjoy
but study? totally we gonna focus on study
RIGHT?
hehehe

EVERYONE!!! Let's study!!!

CHAIYOK!!!

new year, new journey 3

2010-10-22T02:24:00.004+08:00

Let's go PARTY!!!!!!

wow...
PARTY???
hahaha...
i'm not kind a person who likes party...

party that i mean is...

last week....
me and my friends went to fast-food restaurant after finished group discussion...
at first, i thought we're just having lunch together...
but...
Do you know what's really happened???

wow!

a present

chocolate cakes with custard in it.. (i don't eat cheese cakes...)

and a song????

"happy birthday Nana!!!!"

WOW!!!
unbelivable.....

but i told them it was my belated birthday.. not my actual birthday...

so they.... "happy belated birthday Nana!!!"

hahahaha.... i'm totally laughted after they said that...
actually i already celebrated my birthday with my family during in Malaysia...
you know what... during my birthday, again, i forgot that day was my birthday...
hahaha...
i realized when my mama and my sis said, that day was my birthday..
hahaha...
why i always forget my own birthday??? hahaha

while i was eating the chocolate cake
one of my friends made an announce that she will not continue her study in Egypt...
WHY??

ask her... don't ask me because i don't have the right to say it...

her reaction was so sad because she saw our reactions only laugh and blur...
after that, she realized that we didn't mean it....
because we were speechless..
no words to say after she said that she will continue her study in Malaysia....

to make a back-up...
one of my friends got her call that she wanted to having gathering together again before she's leaving
so, we agreed and made a plan for her....

she decides the venue and we decide the surprise plan....

what is our surprise plan???
ehmmmm....

as usual... the planner...
should i announce it?
hehehe
the idea was came from Kak Farhana
and
the planner, again, ME!
hahaha...
i'm the planner... (i don't know how many times that i be a planner??? ehhmmmm)

Kak Farhana told me that we should buy a present for her...
then...
automatically, i gotta a plan...
WE BUY A TEDDY BEAR!!!!!

everyone agreed....
so we bought it
and to make more surprise...
we made a love letter special for her...

we and other Egyptian friends made love letters for her...
after that i hided all love letters somewhere that she won't seen it yet
and will be a memories between her and us...

hope she will find it when she reach to Malaysia...
ngee~

anyway....
i hope she always be happy with all her decision and we always support from behind...
i also hope that Allah always guide her wherever she go....

WE GONNA MISS YA!!!!

new year, new journey 2

2010-10-17T02:43:00.002+08:00

The question is WHY?
why do people like making a nonsense story?
why do people like hurting others heart?

is it because they need some attention from us?
OR
is it because they want to ruin people's happiness?

hurmmm....
what do you think?
any other reasons?

before we talk about this further...
i would like to be honest to you all...

when i was a little...
i always hurting my own lil sister...
because she got a lot of attention and makes me more jealous...

after that incident...
my mama told me, to be a good girl always have 'care, respect, sacrifice and patience' which all together become one and that is 'LOVE'

care+respect+sacrifice+patience= LOVE

then i realize... the person that i keep hurting was my own sister who need attention because she still a little...
if she wasn't there i will feel regret... because i'm the one who excited want a sister...

after realizing... i started with taking care of my sister by sacrifice everything that i could... then, show her my good attitudes which is never ever use any rude words...
because my mama told me and my other siblings that she don't like her own daughters and sons using any rude words.
so, i listen to what she said because what she said was right... am i right?

i keep use to it by not saying any rude words since i was 10 or 11.... (didn't mean to show off)
finally.. we can get along together... went to shopping together... and so on...

i'm doing this because i don't want to be regret in the future

imagine...
when your daughter or son realize that you had bad attitudes when you were young...
don't you think that your daughter or son will feel ashamed because of your past?

not only that...
imagine again...
what could be happen if your family, friends and daughter or son(in the future) knew that you always making a nonsense story or gossip?
do you realize what could be happen if you keep doing those thing?
if you don't want people to hate you... and don't want to loss anyone that you love
start from now!!! change yourselves to be a good person...

believe me... you always got a chance to change while you and people that you love are still alive.
but if person that you love wasn't there anymore.... just trust yourself and put in your mind why do you want to change?

maybe because you regret it or maybe for your future...

or maybe because of Allah....

remember!!! this is all about you and yourself....

new year, new journey 1

2010-10-07T04:59:00.002+08:00

on 3rd october, i arrived at Cairo Airport Terminal 1
straight to 12am... i reached to my house with my lil sis
then, i went to sleep without unpack my things because...
i was so so so tired...

the next day, i went to lecture with one of my member
~the other 5members still not come back from Malaysia yet~
it was tired day for me...
because....
after i reached home
i had to fight or against with "the 3 little musketeers"
3 days and 2 night.... (until today. wow!)
i donno where they came from because before this...
i mean, before i went back to Malaysia, i already clean the house
and there were no 'musketeers'

oh God(Allah)! please save me... huhuhu
i wanna cry rite now...
that's my 1st story...

my second story is....
i got a business class for the first time in my life..
i never ever have any experiences sitting on 'the big chair'... hoho
however...
back then, i was so shy and awkward
because i donno anything about business class
and everyone in 'the big chair' was looking at me with a weird face

ehmmm...
i feel and i hope that sitting on 'the big chair' will be my 1st and last for this year(october 2010-september2011)
only this year, ok?
because i donno what will be happen next time
maybe next time, suddenly, i have to sit on 'the big chair' again... maybe...
still donno what gonna be happen...
huhuhu

however...
yeah, still got the feel of new experience of sitting on 'the big chair'
and already in my diary of "my new experience..."
hehe

that's all for today...
the conclusion is u dont have to be show off...
just be urself and always be humble because..
u dont like backbitting, right?
even u dont want to be ashamed, right?
so, stay humble.... ok?

annyeong.....

kehidupanku di tanah air....

2010-09-17T09:26:00.003+08:00

yesterday was Malaysia Day

it has been 47 years (since 1963), Malaya (Peninsular Malaysia), North Borneo (Sabah), Sarawak together and unite as Malaysia.

However...

before this, only Sabah celebrate and have a holiday on Malaysia Day.

And yesterday, together, Peninsular Malaysia, Sabah and Sarawak had a holiday and celebrated Malaysia Day which held in Sabah.

What did I do during Malaysia Day?

hmmm...

the only I remember are...

i went out with my parents and eldest sister to buy fishes and crabs because since we, family, are fasting together... so, my Mama wanted to make some special dishes...

after bought fishes and crabs, we went back home...

Then... Mama asked me and eldest sister to go to jusco taman U and

buy some potatoes and bananas..

with feeling tired, me and my eldest sister force ourselves went to jusco and bought the potatoes and bananas...

after finish everything....

hmmm...

oh ya...

i went to sleep because my whole body was so tired and thank to Allah... i didn't miss the Asr prayer.. hehehe....

after that, i, immediately, helped my Mama cooking...

and finally, we break our fasting together... and prayed together

"May Allah protect our country, Malaysia with peace, healthy and happiness. Hope other country will be in peace too.. Amiin..."

that all what i remember and do during Malaysia Day...

so... guys!!!

what will you do during celebrating Independent Day???

watching fire-cracker?

hehe

everyone have their own activities during Independent Day, right?

kembali ke tanah air...

2010-09-07T04:35:00.002+08:00

hi guys!!! assalammualaikum....

i just came back from egypt n transit at bahrain...

within 20 hours in Bahrain, i got sahur and i played and taught my friend about piano
at golden tulip hotel...
i played piano with my own melody which created by myself during i study in egypt...

i wish i can post my music in this blog... but...
unfortunately...

i forgot to record it.. huhuhuhu... sorry guys...

my friend told me that my melody... kind of sad song...

i told my friend... "it is"... it was a sad song
a sad song that i dedicate to people that i love... people that i really miss so much...
my family and my friends.... huhuhuhu

after that, i went to sleep... 2 hours before went to airport, i took along walk in front of hotel and took some pictures with my friends... then, we broke our fasting during our own way to airport.

before i departure to my hometown, Malaysia.... i texted a message to Mama... i texted her that i'll be arrived around 9.25a.m and i'll be wearing a blue cloth with a blue shawl.

before i arrived to Malaysia... my tears almost came out because i was so excited to meet my lovely family...

30 minutes before landing...
there was an Iraqian man asked me...
"excuse me... you're Malaysian? can you help me.... this card(form)? i cannot understand. it's English"..
"yeah... sure", I thought I gonna to translet it for him...
but

he wanted me to fill his form... so... i just fill it...

after i finished fill the form, i asked him to signature at signature form but...
he almost signed his signature at the wrong place.
thanks to Allah, i realized and showed him the right place to sign...

after 5 minutes.. he called me again...
what???? 2 more form cards...
well... i filled it because i thought i have to help them since their english are weak.

after we're landing...
i smiled to that Iraqian man and his friends and said
"have a nice trip in Malaysia"
and that guy said thank you to me many times...
it's almost 10 times he said thank you to me and I very shied and just said
"you're welcome"..
hihihi
i'm so blushing rite now... ngee~

my friend told me that i should be their tour guide...
i just laughed and said "yeah! sure... why not? hahahaha"

after took the baggages... the first one i saw was my eldest sister...
wow!! she's getting more chubby than what i thought... hahaha..
sorry kakak...

then my cousins... my opah... next Papa and finally...
HAIKAL?????
oh my God!!!! Haikal is getting more handsome and TALL!!!!!!
waaaa!!!!!!!!!

when i reached home...
wow!!!
HAFETZ????!!!!!
WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU????
waaaa!!!!
you're so tall than me..... WHY????

i cannot believe that 2 brothers already taller than me...
papa is getting small... i mean slim or lost weight...
waaa.......... i cannot beleive it but i have to....
huhuhu...

Mama... i don't know.. i just saw her getting slim
and Ida... she's getting more weird
well you know... she's still teenager that still don't know herself yet... i mean her identity...
wani... still not change... still the same girl who always make a funny thing..

All in one.... i really miss them... even thoght it just little bit change within a year...
the thing that never change and will never change is

L.O.V.E

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2010-08-31T04:38:00.005+08:00

hi!!!
it's me again....
updating my blog again
before i continue my study...
hehe

yesterday...
i was supposed to publish my new post.
but
my body and eyes was sooooo tired...
because last afternoon, i went back to my house (which i'm staying at my friend's house right now) for cleaning up the house...
at first, i though i gonna just sweep and mop the floor
because i though already turn off all the electricity in my house and thrown away the rubish

but....
what???!!!!
how come i forgot it??? warghhh!!!!
so smelly... huhu

i forgot to throw away the smelly rubish...
huhuhu
the worst thing is my kitchen also got smell...
so, it takes time clean it up and get the good smell back.
and the rest... i cleaned after that....
then, before 20minutes to break fasting...
i finally reached to my friend's house with full of exhausted...
fuhhh...

after isyak...
i thought i gonna to updating my blog
but i'm away to exhausted... so i decided to take a nap.... ZZZZZ

before i slept, my mind was thinking about coming back home
and how much i miss my family
when i fall to sleep..
i dream....
i dream that i'm hugging my lovely grandma who taking care of me while my parents still study...
and
i said to her," atuk... Nana rindu atuk... i miss you so much"
then, i cried...
when i woke up for sahur,
i realized my tears was out
i sweep my tears before my friend saw it...
huhuhu

atuk, i really miss you...
atuk...
just wait for me... i gonna hug you and kiss you because i really miss you so much..
hehe...
FYI.. i'm a pampered granddaughter not a pampered daughter
my little sis, Shida Nasir is the one who i and other siblings agreed call her pampered daughter.
hahaha...

ok... time to focus my study back.... annyeong~~~

kehidupanku di bumi anbiya' 22

2010-08-21T21:09:00.003+08:00

Assalammualaikum w.r.b...

it's being a long time since I got my result for semester 2, i didn't open or update my 'journey of my life' blog.
everytime i want to update my blog, i will be busy with other things first until i forgot to update my own lovely blog.. huhuhuhu
how dare you, nana... sob3.

what happen to me nowadays???
well...
i'm still in Egypt with other 2 friends
Hidayah Azman & Hidayah Halim
busy with study and get ready for final exam
plus...
we're fasting in the gorgeous ramadhan
it's totally
different celebrating ramadhan in Malaysia and Egypt...

in Malaysia...
i usually waking up my adorable sisters and handsome brothers for sahur, watching TV, cleaning the house, went to bazar ramadhan with my dad or my eldest sis, shera... what else???
hmmm...
owh ya, helping my mom cooking... hehe
i always remember last ramadhan where my mom sometimes made burgers for us... everyone have each with the bread, meat, salad n cheese...
BUT...
i'm special... hehe
you want to know why???
it's because

my mom now me well... i don't like cheese..
so, she wont put any cheese in my burger...
"ok nana... this is your burger.. noooo cheese"
hehehe... tq mama... ngee~ you're the best and the funniest mother i have... love you.

with family, almost every day we drink 'air katira'
my dad is the one totally fanatic with 'air katira' but he cannot drink it too much since he need to take care of his health...
then, after maghrib, we rushed and went to masjid for jemaah isyak n terawih together...

different to Egypt...
where i stay with other friends in the hot summer..
sometimes break fasting with Hidayah Azman and sometimes alone...
in Egypt, i'm busy with my study... only read the book..
when i bored, i will open the internet or cleaning the house or hang out with friends, bought things for my family and friends....
before this, i ate burger... now, in Egypt, i eat sandwich sardine because their burger is too big for me and they usually put cheese...
(oh god, i cannot stand anymore with the word of 'cheese')
'air katira'.... of course, there is no 'air katira' in Egypt. so, i just drank drinking water, green tea or fresh orange only....

if people ask me whether i miss Malaysian food or not...
my answer is:
Malaysian food??? NO.. at this moment, i already forget Malaysian food but i think i gonna miss Malaysian food when i reach to Malaysia because the food already in front of my eyes... hahaha

if people ask me which Malaysian food that i miss a lot...
my answer is:
less then 1 second my answer will be KARIPAP!!... hahaha. i love karipap a lot.. i fell i cannot live without karipap... haha...

but, i already made karipap 2 times in Egypt but in Malaysia, NONE... hohoho
during this Ramadhan, i never got the chance to make 'karipap' because need to focus more on study...
so, Karipap.... see you in Malaysia, OK???
haha

ok.. that's all for today. i need to continue my study and tomorrow i'm having test...
so, pray for me..
And have a good day in the Ramadhan Karim...

ok guys, an nyeong~~~

kehidupanku di bumi anbiya' 21

2010-06-18T21:34:00.002+08:00

wahhh.... lama btul xbukak blog ni
ni smua sebab exam....
exam nye pasal, nana dah lma xbukak blog and facebook...
klu ikutkan hati nak deactivate facebook je.
sbb bosan. huhuhuhu
tp sbb pelajaran... nana biarkan facebook nana aktif
pada msa yg sma, boleh bhubung ngan family... cma dh mls nak upload gmbr je
huhuhu

tepat 15hb jun... exam sem2 sudahpun berakhir
mlm tu plk, nana n other pharmacy jln sma2 sbb nak release tension sma2
p cucuk duit, bli barang kat metro, tgok bju, tgok kasut...
emmm... ape lagi ek??? mcm2 lg la...
yg penting best sbb dpt releasekan tension
hihihi

selesai je releasekan tension sbb exam...
busy kan diri dgn packing barang pulak...
tarikh 19hb smua barang yg nana packing dibawa ke rumah baru
tp still duduk kat blok E sbb kna teman kak farhana n naeem p cairo
diorg nak bli barang cenderahati sebelum flight ke Malaysia...

tarikh 21hb plk nana, kak farhana n naeem p cairo
kami membeli belah
nana bli beg galas bru n jubah laki utk papa n adik2 laki nana
ptg tu jgk kami blk ke mansoura
22hb plk kak farhana bertolk ke cairo airport
pulang ke tanah air, Malaysia...

tinggal la nana n hidayah Halim
tepat tarikh 30hb jun result exam pn kuar
Alhamdulillah.... dpt jayyid
thn ke2 ni kna usaha lg kuat
utk dpt jayyid jiddan pulak
30hb ni jugak nana n hidayah halim pindah ke rumah baru masing2
tp malang xberbau
nana terpksa tumpang umah Hidayah Halim dulu
sbb xde teman kat umah
yela... xkan nak duduk umah sorg2
anak dara xelok tido sorg2
klu ape2 jd sape nak tanggung?
demi keselamatn, nana tido umah hidayah Halim
tggu adik nana hbis study....
ntah brp lama kna tggu..
huhu
sabar jela....

doakan kehidupan Nana di bumi anbiya' ni....
doakan kejayaan and keselamatan Nana.... amiinn

insyaAllah nana selamat n berjaya di dunia n di akhirat....
amiinnn.....

berita terkini!!!!!!

2010-05-10T01:45:00.003+08:00

berita terkini ape nye????
berita ni dh lma dh... bulan lps klu xsilp...
apekah???
jeng3
hari tu terserempak mr mahmoud

"shazana, do you know that you will have juniors?"
"juniors? of course i know. juniors for manchaster medic right?"
"no,no,no.. your junior. junior pharmacy. they will be 20 all of them"
"junior pharmacy??!! 20?? wow!! i didn't know about that"
"yaahh... i just got the info from GMN. do you surprise?"
"of course i am... wow! 20... hebat!! i thought we will be the first and the last batch in mansoura university. hohoho"
"hahaha... no,no, no... you will have juniors"
"looks like we'll give them some tuition if they need us. hahaha"

are junior pharmacy really want to come to mansoura university?
why they choose mansoura university?
are they satisfied by choosing mansoura university as their study place?
are they will be feel regret after study in mansoura university?
are they will be happy after they come to mansoura????

ehhhhmmmmm....
i'm so curious about that....

i really don't know if they are really coming here...
what i know is it will be my pleasure if they come and i hope they will not feel regret after choosing this university...
and one more thing...
hope they're not playful around during study here.
they have to be serious but still can enjoy..

how's my life in mansoura???

well, everything is fine... besides, i'm happy with 7 of us because we all have our own ability to help each other... first our leader, naeem... his strength is able to catch up every lecture. oh ya.. forgot to mention the lecture will be 80% in arabic and 20% in english. but the slide show and notes, 100% in english... n the practical will be 100% in english too. don't worry about that. ok juniors? hehe... may be you all curious why 80%? because during high school, the egyptian student were learning science and math in arabic. but, still you can ask them if you don't understand the lecture. they can explain everything...

continue about naeem... he has many experiences about changing university and course. plus, he know every procedures about university. not like me, i'm little bit lack... huhuhu

next person, farhana... she's the eldest one... her ability.... hehe... she knows everything about pharmacy... well, because she already graduate diploma in pharmacy n already work as a pharmacy too. so, she know everything n will explain to us very detail. plus,she has a good memorizing..

next is me, nana... my ability.. ehmmm... we usually did study group once or twice a week. so, everytime we did it, i'm always being their teacher. usually i teach them math, organic chem and physical chem. but, i'm not saying that i'm clever. it's just because i was engineering student before this. so, i have to teach them very clearly about calculation. ehmm... i'm not good enough in memorizing but i think i'm good in calculating n understanding the formulas and reaction of chemicals. yang paling nana ingat, setiap kali nana duduk sorg2 kat belakang tembok and letting them discuss about what they understand.. and suddenly, they will shout my name.. "NANA!! explain tajuk ni. tak paham la wei... boleh ye cikgu nana?"... begitu la klu jd cikgu diorg. huhuhu

seterusnye, hidayah halim... die ni assistant kami... klu ade pe info n perkembangan dr pcm, die la yg akan wat announce.. her ability... ehmmm.... she kind a person who easy to communicate with egyptian students... i mean, she speak in english not arabic, ok? hehe. for me, hidayah halim ni macam kaunter pertanyaan...( hehe... sorry dayah. bukan nak kutuk tp nak xplain kebolehan dayah je. ngee~)... segala info dr pcm and lecture, kitaorg akan tnya die. hehe... tp bukannye setiap hr kitaorg tnya dayah. kesian dayah nnt sbb kna jd kaunter pertanyaan kita je. huhu. kdg2 kitaorg sndr tnya kwn2 arab... hehe... she's good in explaining and memorizing every lecture...

the other 3... hidayah azman... among of us, i think hidayah azman is the clever one... she's very good in memorizing. for me, hidayah azman is teacher of botany, pharmacognosy, histology and cell biology. all this subjects need a good memorize. because of her good memorize, she's quiet good in explaining. next, afifah... at first, i though she kind a person who likes playing around. but, she's not... she really work hard in study n she always ask when she don't understand in certain chapters. ikyn... the last person... she's the youngest one i think.. hehe... she very good in study and always asking many questions to us if she don't understand. i think her question will be 10 times than afifah that makes us remember and more understand in every chapters...
wow!!

the conclusion is.... everyone have their own ability. 7 abilities become one. yeahhh!!!
the most important is... when you (juniors) come here.. please always get ready... you all need good stamina, ok? money... yahh... please buy notebooks, ok guys? there will no books for us.. only handout that will be given by department. plus, please get ready about 200genih to buy apparatus and lab coat.. remember guys!!! you come to egypt to study not play play, ok? so, always get ready!!

chaiyok!

kehidupanku di bumi anbiya' 21

2010-04-16T00:11:00.003+08:00

alhamdulillah... thanks to Allah... finally.... my mid-exam just ended yesterday... hehe
but my other friends still in the middle of war...so, good luck guys!!

hwaiting!!!
hahaha

however..
end of May... there will be a final exam for semester 2...
so, wish me n my friends good luck ok?? hehehe

opsss...
no poem for today
because my head still thinking about exam n Malaysia...
huhuhu

kehidupanku di bumi anbiya' 20

2010-04-07T06:14:00.002+08:00

it has been more than a week i didn't opened my blog because i kinda busy with my midterm exam..
this week i just finished histology online exam and organic chemistry practical exam...
next week i'll have 4 theoretical exam...

pharmacy orientation
organic chemistry
physical pharmacy
analytical chemistry

so, pray for me n wish me luck.. hehehehe
owh.. pray for my other friends too.. ngee~

today, i made another poem that suddenly came out from my head...
ehem..ehem...
listen to my next poem...

making a noise and making a melody
both are different
but why there are still plenty of people
still think that both are same?

i'm writing here
watching friend who's falling a sleep
suddenly i heard a harmony music
look at my friend again
she's still falling a sleep with peace
and the music suddenly stopped

i don't know where the music come from

i get up and turn off the sunny for my friend
sleep tide my friend...
sweet dream...

i continued my writing
suddenly i heard the music again
the music full of harmony melody
i never heard this melody before
where is it come from?

i try to search with my ears n eyes
but i cannot find it
where are you???

finally i sat the corner
i closed my eyes

i feel the music is getting near to me

when i feel the music is in front of me
i opened my eyes immediately
and look out

yes...
there you are...
i smiled
so i wrote a poem to the music
to tell you how glad i am
and thank you for making me smile again..

thank you...

kehidupanku di bumi anbiya' 19

2010-03-27T20:55:00.003+08:00

there something unexpected happen
for the first time in my life!!!

i got 1 message at 10.48 a.m
that shocked me during lecture...

WHAT???!!!!!

i tried to control my emotion so no one noticed what really happen..
yeah!! i made it..

but...
every minute i looked at watch..
i can feel my tears is coming out.
i try to not...

so... finally....
i decided to skip my Histology Section..
because i cannot control my emotion anymore...
in the same time, i don't want anyone notice my problems
because i like to secret my whole problems in my secret box quietly
that no one can noticed.
plus, i kinda person
who don't like people that like asking about my problems
(it's non your business)
not only me have this attitude.... my other sis n bro also have it...

most of my friends know me
that i won't story about it to anyone
except to people that i trust most...
so... ehmmmm

making people cry is easy
making people laugh is hard
you try to holding on by yourself
but i can see
i can see from your face
you're trying to hide it
but it won't make it for me

i'm here now...
i come to you to hold you tight
sorry for letting you go before this
i won't do that anymore...
i won't...
i promise...

kehidupanku di bumi anbiya' 18

2010-03-24T04:48:00.004+08:00

i am totally boring right now and do not know what to do...
so i wrote this poem and i would like to remind this...
this poem is actually not dedicate to anyone... because i don't have feeling during doing this poem
believe it or not.. i just did an unreasonable poem...
and i don't know why i'm doing this...
but..
what can i say... it's one of my hobbbies.. hahaha

there's no time left for me...
there's no chances left for me...
standing here without reason
is useless...

hear this what i'm trying to say, hear this

i really want to be beside you always
but it's too late
and i'm sorry...
please forgive me...

this is ends of our story
no more memories that we can build together anymore
i didn't mean it
but
please don't cry.. don't cry
wipe your tears
and lean your head on my invisible shoulder
remember me
even though i'm not here anymore

promise me...
promise me that you will live with happily
so that i'll be happy before i gone
promise me..
promise me not to cry
so that i wont cry before i gone
please promise me...

no matter what happen
i will love you forever from far
so you wont hurt
and be happy
and i'll be happy when i look at your smiley face everyday
until i die...

I miss You...

kehidupanku di bumi anbiya' 17

2010-03-17T22:27:00.003+08:00

my previous post was in korean language... so, it might be most of my friends couldn't understand what i'm trying to say... but it's ok...

hmmm...

from my previous post...
there are certain sentences that i like...
which are

여기 서있어 너의 웃음 찾아 올꺼야
니맘 아프게한 눈물은
여기 내가 다 잡아둘 테니까

these words were so meaningful for me...
and i like to dedicate these wonderful words to
the one i love.. my star...

i think most of you might be feel curious who is my star...
hehehe...
only me, myself n my heart know who's the lucky person..
but..
one thing that you all should know..

may be i am nothing from the outside
but there is many things from the inside
that hard to open even with duplicate keys
because it's only can open by itself
and that is my heart...

back to the words...

why is it so meaningful for me?
because...
losing someone that i love...
...
feel like i ruin my life by myself...
but it's not.. i know
so..
to avoid that feeling...
i'll try my best by making my star happy again

if my star cry..
i will make my star laugh
if my star need a hug..
i will give it
because i don't want to loss my star again
especially my star's smile...

kehidupanku di bumi anbiya' 16

2010-03-16T01:42:00.004+08:00

나에게서도 나에게서도
간절해진 맘인데
어떡하라고 어떡하라고 해요

너무 아득한 너무 아득한 사랑인데
절대 포기 못하는
심장이 그대 인거죠

여기 서있어 너의 웃음 찾아 올꺼야
니맘 아프게한 눈물은
여기 내가 다 잡아둘 테니까
투명한 니 사랑을
절대 잊지 못할 길을 만들어
반드시 우리 사랑을
다시 찾을테니까

니가 없이도 니가 없어도
잘 해낼 수 있을까
꿈을 꾸어도 항상 둘이였는데

너를 닮아온 너를 닮아온 시간들을
절대 포기 못하는
미련한 심장인거죠

여기 서있어 너의 웃음 찾아 올꺼야
니맘 아프게한 눈물은
여기 내가 다 잡아둘테니까
투명한 니 사랑을
절대 잊지 못할 길을 만들어
반드시 우리 사랑을
다시 찾을 테니까

텅빈 사랑에 가슴 타오르는 슬픔도
너를 마음에서 밀어내기엔
부족한 나를 잘아니까
흐르는 그 눈물에 남은
기억마저 잠길 때까지
반드시 나의 사랑은
너를 찾을 테니까

kehidupanku di bumi anbiya' 15

2010-03-12T22:52:00.002+08:00

my tear come out again
i look at time again
what should i do??
i try my best to calm down
but i can't..

oh God...
help me..
what should i do?

i wish i can go back
but i can't...
because of my star
my star want me to stay
and go forward

drop by drop
my diamond came out
i can't stop it
my mouth can tell the lie
but not my face..
how can i hide my face?
even though i try my best to smile
but my tear still came out
how can i make it disappeared?

my star!!!
can you hear my heart voice?
can you??
can you???.....
.....
i'm weak
i'm weak because of you
i'm weak without you
please...
please...
....
please don't leave me...
please be beside me
to always shine my way...
i love you
i love you always...

kehidupanku di bumi anbiya' 14

2010-03-12T06:02:00.002+08:00

hmmm....

i'm feeling tired of typing my story.. about my life in syria...
i give up...

because... day after day... my heart is getting nervous that suppose not happen to me

WHY ME???!!!

when i look at calendar
i count
when i look at watch
i count
when i look at skies
i count
when i look at stars
i count

how many time i count??
if i continue counting
my heart is beating faster
if i not continue counting
my heart is hurting me
what should i do?

when i closed my eyes..
it takes time...
when i saw my star in my dream
i feel i want to touch it
but..
why my heart is beating more faster?
when i opened my eyes
i cried
would my star will be okay?

i shouted to my star
but my star cannot hear it
because i shouted inside that no one heard including my star

oh God..
please save my star
i already try my best
sacrifice everything to my love, my star
i love you always, my star
i do
i love you

again and again~~

2010-03-06T03:06:00.004+08:00

11hb feb>> jam 10.30pagi kami bertolak ke Universiti Nuruddin ( kalau xsilap namanye) tempat dimana Amalia belajar..

kami juga sempat masuk satu kelasnya.
BEST juga lecturer tu ajar. hehehe

selepas puas melawat universiti tu...
kami pun p jalan-jalan kat pasar humaira'

perghh... pasar ni memang moden habis. macam nak lepak kat pasar ni lama sikit tp buang masa je sbb xthu nak beli apa. huhuhu...

sambil tu, sempat juga kami singgah satu kedai pncuci mulut. sedap btul wani dan farzana makan.

akhirnya, kami tak beli ape2 sbb xde yang berkenan di hati.

malam tu plak kami p shopping. tak ingt pula namanye.. tapi shopping sebelah Syam City je.

kami ingatkan nak main game kat dlm shopping ni tapi x jadi sbb... M.A.H.A.L!!!
huhuhu

so kami jalan2 jela.
then kami berhenti makan. makan KFC. nana je tak makan sebab tgh sakit perut. nana cuma minum air je and belanja adiknya, wani makan aiskrim.

selepas puas melepak. kami pun pulang.
sempat juga berhenti kat sebuah kedai kecik jual air..
bazli kata sedap... air yang dicampur limau, garam, rempah kurma kot (sbb bau mcm rempah kurma)...
kami pun cuba. lagi sekali, nana xminum sbb takut sakit perut makin teruk.
smuanye mengalah kecuali Ain n Wani...
wahh.. hebatnye wani n ain.. tahniah. hehehe
diorg kata air ni mcm air ubat je. xsedap tp okla. hehe

12hb feb>> jam 10pg kami bertolak ke tempat bersejarah dimana bukti berlakunye 3 zaman yang berbeza...

ni tempat zaman roman bermandi manda...
wei.. diorang ramai2. 3 hari laki, 3 hari perempuan mandi and 1 hari mereka pergi gym..
perghhh...
lepas tu diorang ade 3 jenis bilik air.. bilik air panas, bilik air sejuk dan bilik air suam...
dahla bilik air diorg besar2. huhuhu

ni pula tempat puteri raja zaman roman tido.. tinggi wei raja roman wat castle utk puteri die.
sbb ade seorg pnilik kata anak puterinye akan mati sbb kena bisa kala jengking. disebabkan tu, raja roman wat bgunan tggi2 utk puteri die. raja roman lgsung tak bagi puteri die kuar dr biliknya sbb risau. tp akhirnya puteri die mati snn kna bisa kala jengking.
bagaimana??
maid hantr buah anggur ke bilik puteri. time nak ambil buah anggur tu.. dicelah2 tu ade kala jengking dan akhirnya kenala bisanya...

yang ni tiang dimana bezanya zaman roman n zaman islam...
nak tahu yang mane 1 zaman roman n islam... yg merah2 ckit tu zaman roman dan lg satu tu zaman islam. ni sebenarnya masjid yang pada dulunya adelah gereja ye murid2. hahaha

seterusnye.. ni adelah tempat makan or restoran. tempat orang berdagang berehat... disini jugalah dimana seorg paderi melihat petanda2 yang ade pada Rasulullah s.a.w dan meminta bapa saudara mmbawa Rasulullah pulang dengan segera.

akhir sekali, ni adelah auditorium zaman roman... kat pentas biasenye tempat perlawanan antara singa ngan manusia.. sape menang, dia la juara. siap kalah, habis kena baham ngan singa la. huhuhu. kecian2...
klu korang perasan tempat duduk ade gap tau. bawah sekali tmpat VIP, tempat kedua adelah tmpat org berada dan atas skali tmpat org susah...

continue again~~~

2010-02-23T05:55:00.004+08:00

10hb feb>>

jam 9pg.. kami bertolak ke makam arba`in..

kami daki bukit.. mmg memenatkan. lbh kurang 800 anak tangga kami kna naik n turun..

walaupun penat, tp bagi kami mmg berbaloi kami daki sbb..
kat situ la berlakunye perbalahan antara HABIL & QABIL

tp orang yg jaga tmpt kjadian n bukti perbalahan tu xmmbenarkan kami tgkp gmbr.. huhu
xpe, yg pntg kami dpt tgk tmpt kejadian tu...

kmdn, kami ziarah makam arba`in... dimana pada dulunye.. di masjid ni, sering dihadiri 40 org wali

kmdn, kami rehat.. melihat pmandangan dr atas bukit
mmg indah.. masyaAllah...

jam 11.30, kami trun dr bukit smbil mngira anak tangga... penat kami mengira. hehe
tmpt ni mmg ssuai exercise. ngee~

smpi je kat bawah, kami mkn piza bersama.. besar btul diorg order... mmg xlarat nk hbiskan smua. huhuhu

selesai je makan... kami p pasar thowil plk n solat jama'
mmg pnjg btol pasar tu n kbtulan sblah pasar hamidi...

malam tu pulak, kami p shopping kat syam city... xshopping pn.
just mnatap mata je. hehehe
tba2....
"wei! korang kn doktor.. cpt!"
"huh??? kami msih blajar lg laa... n kak nana farmasi bkn doktor"
"xkisah.. cpt2! tlg org tu, die pgsan dpn lif.."
"hah??!!! jom2!"

"eh, ni kna angkat kaki die. bg tinggi dr jantung"
"ape lagi kak nana. cpt tolong"
"nak tolong cam ne... crowded kot"
"adehh.. kak nana ni"
"eh, xpe2.. org yg sptutnye dh dtg to rescue. hihihi"

selepas kjadian tu... kami pun pulang... ngntoknye... jom tido!!!

continue~~~~~

2010-02-22T19:47:00.005+08:00

continue~~~~
8hb feb>> 10pg kami smua bersiap

main salji... yipe!!! first time in my life... haha

lps puas main salji n wat snowman.. kami bersantai minum air n bergambar bersma2

kmdn kami turun bukit dgn berjalan kaki shj..
beristrirehat di masjid shingga wktu asr..
kami pulang ke rumah..
plan jln2 utk esk hari ngan amalia n farzana (adik farahiyah)

9hb feb>> jam 2ptg slps amalia hbs class... kami bershopping

di..... PASAR HAMIDI!!!!! ye2!!

sambil tu.. kami ziarah di bbrapa tmpt...
iaitu

makam nabi yahya

makam cucu rasulullah, hussin

dan makam cicit rasulullah, zainal abidin

selepas slsai mziarahi makam n bershopping... kami pun plg...
pehh.. penat wei... huhuhu

klu korg nak tahu... sblm nana jejak kaki ke tmpt makam2 ni, nana n farzana x dibenarkan masuk.. sbb pakai bju singkat... mslhnye, nana dh pkai labuh kot.. bawah punggung mcm kwn2 yg len. tp redha jela... pkaila jubah smntara diorg.. huhuhu

pnjg lg cite ni.. huhuhu....

terpaksa la to be continued.....

kehidupanku di bumi anbiya' 13

2010-02-17T03:08:00.006+08:00

4hb feb>> tamat exam
5hb feb>> bertolak dr mansoura ke cairo

membeli belah di sekitar sayyidah zainab
selesai solat jama'
pergi bookfair dan beli 2 buah buku novel yakni alchemist dan Eleven Minutes dr Paulo Coelho
ketika dlm perjalnn pulang ke rumah Badar 313, berlaku tragedi yg tidak diingini...

HARAMU 'ALAIK!!!! huh!
~~~ menangis~~~~

packing barang utk bercuti

6hb feb>> membeli belah di pasar khalili
pulang ke Badar 313
packing barang semula
solat jama'
bertolak ke cairo airport
lepak 1 jam di airport

jam 11malam bertolak ke syria....

7hb feb>> jam 2pg smpi di Syrian Airport
ayah farahiyah menjemput kami (nana, wani, farahiya, huda, ain dan fatimah)
continue tido
jam 10pg bertolak utk mdaki bkit makam arba'in..
pergi money changer dlu (USD100=SYR4550)
pergi ke pasar ..... (xingt namanye). huhuhu
jumpa senior sekolah akhi muzakir
xjadi daki bukit makam arba'in
naik tutut p naik bukit yg xthu namanye.. tgok pmndgn dikala mlm... CANTIK.. masyaAllah..

~~will be continued....~~~

kehidupanku di bumi anbiya' 12

2010-02-06T18:16:00.002+08:00

tpt pada tarikh 30 januari...

selamat hari jadi... selmat hari jadi... selamat hari jd kpd kakak... selamat hari jadi...

alhamdulillah... kini kakak nana dh pn berusia 22 tahun
semoga Allah memurahkan rezeki kakak n berjaya di dunia dan akhirat...
nana cuma mmpu bg mesej mlalui hp n facebook kakak je..
call xleh... sbb nana xde voip or rynga pn... huhuhu

kbetulan time tu jugak nana dlm musim final exam.. so, i sacrifice myself to focus on my study and tolg wani to send my regret to her..
sorry kakak... i wish to call u but i can't. forgive me plez....

3 weeks i'm facing 7 courses; botany, mathematics, physical & inorganic chemistry, cell biology, pharmaceutical organic chemistry, biophysics and english...
alhamdulillah i made it...

from engineering course, my life change suddenly by changing to pharmacy course
3 years i left biology subject n i forgot what's biology all about...
now, i force myself from hate to love biology
in other words, i force myself to read all books... huhuhu
bg nana mmg agak sukar bg nana.. tp dgn bantuan diri sndr, kwn2 and Allah... nana berjaya mlepasi kesemua courses..
alhamdulillah...

walaupun nana tgh risau ngn exam botany.. sbb itu sbjek yg nana lemah. but, i try to face it and pass the subject...
insyaAllah nana pass.... amiinnn..

sekarang, nana berada di rumah senior di cairo...
sebab tpt pd tarikh 6hb february, nana p travel with wani, farihah, farahiyah, ain, huda and fatimah around the world...
hehe... where??
jeng3...
nana akan p syria...
enjoy having a holiday trip with my sis n her friends
and not forget to buy something to my family... hehehe
insyaAllah nana mlncong seminngu je
then p majlis kawen senior
15hb or 16hb insyaAllah bru plg ke mansoura....

tgukan post bru nana after plg dr syria.. adios... ila liqa'...

Nana T.A.K.U.T

2010-02-01T18:31:00.002+08:00

hari demi hari...
minggu demi minggu..
begitu pntas skali masa blalu...
dan
setiap detik berlalu
nana rsa diselubungi ketakutan..
nana xthu ape yg nana takut kt dunia ni...
tp jntung nana bdegup ngn laju skali..

ape akn tjadi pd nana dlm msa tdekat ni???
nana takut, ya Allah...
aku memohon pada-Mu, ya Allah...
lindungila diriku drpd sgala bala buruk
aku menitis air mataku memohon pertolongan dari-Mu, ya Allah...
lindungila hambaMu yg lemah ini, termasuk keluargaku, sahabat2ku, guru2ku, jiran2ku dan sluruh umat di muka bumi ini... ampunilah dosaku dan mereka juga kerna kami hamba yg lmh yg diciptakan ngn smpurna olehMu.
makbulkanlah permintaanku ya Allah... Ya Rabbi Ya Karim...

nana jadi takut sbb ramai org yg pling nana rapat mmpi pasal nana
n terus mesej kat nana...
"nana jgn tinggalkan kami"

persoalan ni msh di fikiran nana...
ape akan terjadi pada nana??
adakah nana akan larikan diri?
adakah nana akan bina hidup baru?
atau
adakah nana bakal ditarik nyawa?

Allah...
persoalan ni msh pnuh tanda soal di kpala nana
nana xmmpu nk mjawabnye...
ape yg nana mmpu..
hanyala mngukir senyum pd wajah nana utk kluarga nana, kwn2 nana, n semua skali...

Ya Allah.. bantulah hambaMu yg lemah ni.. aku kbuntuan di sini...

kehidupanku di bumi anbiya' 11

2010-01-24T00:18:00.003+08:00

wahhh... dh lma gak tak update blog... huhuhu
kali ni nana cite psl pe ek??? ehmmmm....
HAAAA......

pasal usrah....
PERSOALANNYE:

ADAKAH USRAH NI WAJIB OR DIGALAKKAN????
jeng3....

in my opinion... usrah adalah digalakkan.. bukannye wajib. btul x?

tp kan...
KENAPA WUJUDNYA ORG MEMAKSA KITA PERGI OR JOIN USRAH????
ANDA SUKA CARA TU?

waduh2... for me...
i really2 don't like it...
perlu ke paksa org utk p usrah??
tegur sdh... klu org tu xnak, jgn pksa die..
biar die nye hati tbuka utk join... n hormat kata putus die..

cuba kita tgok perkatan USRAH... nak eja usrah pn xpe gak.. hehehe
ape mksd usrah??
keluarga rite?
kluarga tu pe?
kluarga ialah satu ikatan yg terjalin dgn kukuhnye... insyaAllah...

APE f(x) USRAH SEBENARNYE???

entahla.... nana jd runsing ngan usrah ni...
setahu nana.. usrah ni tmpt kita nak mengeratkan lagi ukhuwah antara saudara2 kita yg len
smbil berkongsi ilmu ape2 saje xkira ilmu agama or isu2 semasa..

tp persoalan yg msih runsing di kepala nana...

1. PNTG SGT KE USRAH NI SAMPAI MENGABAIKAN ILMU DUNIAWI NI????

org slalu kata kita hidup msti seimbang dgn ilmu akhirat yakni ilmu agama n ilmu duniawi spt mathematics, physics, chemistry, botany n mcm2 lg....

tp.. klu kita mebihkan ilmu duniawi... kta akn rugi phala krana mlalui ilmu agama kita akan thu ape itu tauhid, feqah, sirah kisah para2 anbiya' n sahabat2 nabi, hadis, n mcm2 lg... malah boleh memantapkan lg iman dlm hati kita ni...

klu kita melbihkan ilmu akhirat plk... kta akn rugi dlm memaju nama islam di muka bumi ni...
contohnye... memantapkan bhasa utk mengarang dan menerbitkan bku2 ilmu agama...

Allah juga minta kita mengejar ilmu di muka bumi dgn menyelidik ciptaan Allah mlalui kajian sains, mjaga muka bumi ni dgn bljr undg2, n mjaga iman dgn mencri ilmu agama...

mmg usrah ni pntg sbb mlalui usrah kita akan dpt mcm2 ilmu yg kita xthu n xsdari kwujdn hukum-hakam ni....
mlalui ilmu agama ni gak kita dpt mndekatkan diri lg kpd Allah
bkn tu je... ilmu duniawi pn dpt mdkatkan diri kpd Allah jgk tau..
nk thu bgmana???
cba kita tgk saintis2 dlu yg beragama slain islam.... knp diorg msuk islam???
sbb diorg kaji sains smbl merujuk al-Quran.. dan akhirnye mereka percaya kewujudan Allah n masuk islam.... Alhamdulillah...

2. BAGAIMANA NK JOIN USRAH KALAU BUSY SGT NGAN STUDY NI???

haaa.... biasenye ramai xnak join usrah sbb bz study, malas n mcm2 lg alasn nye...
lg sng kata... klu nak join, join la...
klu xnak, ske hati la... tiada pksaan...
klu rsa nak study, study la...
klu malas... no comment...
in other words, klu ade msa n tringin nk join usrah... p la... mmg digalakkn...

tp ade org mmg ska join usrah, smpi die tak sedar subjek2 die smakin merosot...
macam ne tu...????
hhaaaaa....
klu nana, nana terpksa kluar dr usrah dmi mnaikkan CGPA n nana percaya tnpa usrah nana msh boleh survive sbb nana thu diselit2 hari psti ade program motivasi n ceramah..
walaupn xcukup, nana msh mmpu btanya kluarga n kwn2 ttg hukum-hakam agama demi mmantapkan ilmu agama n iman di dalam hati ni....

bg nana, kta kna fokus btul2 pd subjek2 or course kita ni.. korng sndiri thu knp kn? ... usrah itu hanya smpingn kita utk bkongsi ilmu demi mmntapkan iman di hati.. btol x? klu salah, btol kn...

3. PERLU KE MERAHSIAKAN AKTIVITI USRAH KITA DRPD KEDUAIBUBAPA KITA???

Allah... xperlu wei....
kita kna bgthu jgk aktiviti kita pada parents kita
kita kna bkelakuan jujur pd parents kita sbb kita msih dibawah pnjagaan mereka lg...
klu dh kawen, lg la hebat... kna bgthu suami gak...
xyahla rahsia2 ni...
sbb lama2, parents kita akan thu gak...
klu bkn adik-bradik or kwn2 yg bgthu, grnti org luar nmpk n trus bgthu parents...
haa... kan naya... jd speechless trus...
drpd biar org luar bgthu dlu, lbh baik kita sndr bgthu dlu demi menjaga hati kdua ibubapa kita...

klu kita bgthu yg kita join n parents xbg mcm ne plk???
ape susahnye... xplain to them...
diorg akan dgrnye...
klu diorg xtrima korg nye xplaination...
bg nana, nana ikut je... sbb parents thu kmmpuan nana cmne...
nana prnh bgthu parents nana yg nana nk join...
parents nana xmggalakkn nana join walupn nana dh xplain smua...
so... nana bgthu parents nana, nana xkan join usrah yg mengganggu pmbljaran nana.
tp izinkan nana pergi ke motivasi or ceramah jikalu nana ade masa tluang demi mmntpkan iman di hati nana ni....
n akhirnye.... parents nana benarkan menyertai usrah, motivasi or ceramah dikala msa tluang shj..
nana pn happy walaupn xleh join usrah n p motivasi or cermah spnuhnye... at least dpt ilmu Allah...
hehehe

akhir kata... melalui usrah, kita mmg akan mndpt phala n dpt mmntpkan iman di hati, tp jgn lupe ilmu duniawi ni krana ini sbhgian phala kita sbb kita bjihad mengejar ilmu Allah...
JIHAD TU... ingt....
so, focus on study... n sertailah usrah jikalau ade masa....
okla... wish me luck on exam!!!! doakan ye????
wasalam...

p/s: minta maaf sgt pada sape2 yg terasa spnjang nana menaip n publish posts di blog ni...

kehidupanku di bumi anbiya' 10

2010-01-06T01:18:00.002+08:00

in the lecture hall
i was sitting with my friends...
at the same long chair but little bit far from my friends.
focusing on botany..

suddenly...
my phone vibrate...

"Nana, ni ida. ida ada kat hospital. Td ida x sek."

what???!!!

"hah?! wat pe kat hospital? call nana la. msj gne kredit byk la..."
"sori nana.. topap mama tinggl ckit je. hehe.. ida kna thn wad di jb sbb athma truk sgt. tp hr ni dh ok ckit. ble nana nk blik malaysia?"
"mcm ne boleh jd mcm tu? ida mkn ais ke? ida ni... jgnla mkn ais.. nnt mkin truk. insyaAllah thn ni nana blik. bulan 6 or 7... gnela hp papa"
"sape kata ida minum ais? nana ni.. org tiba2 kna serang kul10pg. mama hntr ida kt hospital. hehe. papa meeting"
"emm.. xpela. nnt papa hbs meeting. ckp ngn papa yg ida nk pnjm hp papa jp sb nak call nana. ok? tp cal nana kul3lbh(kul9lbh wktu msia)"
"ok. pntg sgt ke call nana?"

"call jela... dh lma kot xdgr suara ida. lg2, nk thu cmne ida boleh msuk hospital"
~mesej sending failed~

failed??!!! huhu.. it's ok..

i cried because of her...
it takes time to focus back on botany.. huhu

at 1.30pm....
exam prctical botany....
alhamdulillah... evrything is clear...

after finish the exam.. around 3 o'clock...
IDA CALL!!!!
yea2!! ida call.. hehehe

i'm totally miss her sooooo muchhhhhh

huhu
i'm sure that if i come back home n meet her...
we'll be fight like a dog n cat...
hhaha.. especially her.. the problemmaker

ehmmm...
ida...
you know that you are the special one..
everyone love you
eventhough, i never show it..
but
i know that you won't forget our promise that we made 10 years ago..
and i always remember it n try not to brake the promise.
because i have nothing to give except my love to you...

"the girl..
standing far from me...
waiting the clock..

i wish..
i wish to be with her
but it's written in the sky
that i have to go
for a while...

i said to her..
please wait for me..
i beg you
because.... i love you"

ida.. you have to be a strong girl
fight for your health..
i know you can do it..
your dream is waiting for you
so, please don't give up while i'm still beside you

kehidupanku di bumi anbiya' 9

2009-12-27T05:09:00.005+08:00

what happen to pharmacy????!!!!
OMG!!!!

I, as an organizer... hahahaha...
made an evil plan to my two friends...

Hidayah H & Ahmad Naeem

what's that?? hahaha..
last wednesday...
made a shoking heart attack birthday party to them...

on 22nd of december
it's my roommate, hidayah H's birthday...
but didn't say 'happy birthday' at all to her except my other housemates
because....
that is one of my plan...
hahaha...

my next plan is...
hohohoho
discuss with other pharmacy students..

alright! set!
deal.. hahaha

on 23rd december..
it's naeem's birthday..
yepi!

ok.. all pharmacy students!!!

roll out, set... and action!

after practical, i went to pizza station with hidayah A and made a deal to make birthday party in their restaurant..
set! 7.30pm...

call my housemates, naeem's housemate>>> DONE!!

call naeem's mentor>>> DONE!!

during tuition...
KRING!!! KRING!!!

huhuhuhu
it's habib n afif...

WHAT???
~naeem's mentor cannot manage to come our birthday party~
>>it's ok... the important is my plan must go on.. hahha

actually, i would like to thanks to habib n afif because called me...
that's what i want
i mean...
my plan was need somebody to call my phone
so that, i can be a best actress.. hahaha..
pretending that we have a big meeting

after finish...
hidayah A and me went to pizza station...
when we arrived,
the pizza that we order was finish... no more...

huhuhu..
why you ruined my plan???!!! ARGHHHH!!!!

it's ok...

hidayah... let's go to PIZZA PARTY...
change our event birthday party....

thanks again to afif by sending us a gorgeous cake
hahahaha

call my housemates, naeem's housemates and other pharmacy's student...

alright! set!

here come bithday girl and birthday boy!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIDAYAH & NAEEM!!!

may Allah bless you both....

>> that's what friend do... take a time to celebrate friend's special day..
>> always be patience..
>>think creative and always have a second plan to make sure our goal is succeed

Suara itu...

2009-12-26T02:55:00.004+08:00

tiupan angin berlalu...

hingga menusuk ke tulangku

setapak demi setapak ku berdepan

persoalan demi persoalan timbul di fikiran ku

kenapa setapak ku ke depan

persoalan akan timbul di fikiranku?

kenapa persoalan ini tidak mengundurkan tapakku?

tiupan angin mengalihkan pandanganku

kedengaran suara sahutan memanggil-manggil diriku

suara itu...

suara...

setitis demi setitis membasahi pipiku

mencari-cari suara itu..

di mana???

dimanakah suara itu?!!!

aku belutut..

kerna tidak mampu mencari..

suara itu semakin mendekatiku

ku melihat depan...

di sinari an-nur..

titisan kegembiraan terukir di wajahku

sambil rasa besyukur...

suara itu berada di depan ku....

special utk HAIKAL yg handsome......

2009-12-19T09:01:00.002+08:00

HAIKAL!!!!!
huhuhu

sorry lmbat post ucapan besday utk Haikal... (on 7th dec)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY.... yg ke 16...

sori sangat sbb bli 1 hadiah utk haikal je... lg 1 kang nana bg time summer break ok?
insyaAllah...

tp jnji ngan nana...
belajar sungguh2... make sure wat yg terbaik n capai impian haikal yg haikal impikan slama ni...
hehehe
kata nk blajar kat UK kn?
so wat yg terbaik...
math n add math make sure dpt A... ok?
nana sensitif klu math n add math adik2 nana truk ni...
huhuhuhu

oh ye... on 8th dec...

utk mama n papa plk...

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY yg ke 24..

smoga mama n papa hidup bahagia bersama ngan anak2 mama n papa yg comel2 ni hingga akhir hayat... insyaAllah... amiin....

utk cik ishak jugak...

happy belated besday!!!!!

sori.. nana xthu cik ishak nye besday yg ke berapa... hehehe
apepn.. smoga Allah murahkn reziki cik ishak...

miss u all... muahhhh....

kehidupanku di bumi anbiya' 8

2009-12-19T07:34:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT MA'AL HIJRAH YANG KE 1431H

sebelum masuk waktu magrib...
nana byk bfikir especially kesalahan dan kesilapan nana dulu...
nana dapat rsakan betapa byknye kesilapan nana telah wat spnjang thn 1430H
walaupun nana xsedar ape kesilapan dan kesalahan nana, tp nana tahu pasti ade nye..
sbb smua manusia pasti ade mlakukan kesilapan dan kesalahan dengan sdeari atau tnpa disedari...

"ya Allah ampunkan dosa2 hambuMu ini... Sesungguhnya, aku adalah hambaMu yg lemah. ampunkan dosa2 ku ya rabbi ya karim... Engkaula Maha Penyayang lagi Maha Pengampun..."

tnpa disedari.. laungan azan maghrib sudah kedengaran...
tahun baru yakni tahun 1431H sudah pun bermula...
bca doa awal tahun bersama mentor2 dan penghuni2 blok E...
nana duduk sbelah kwn dan juga x-roommate dr UIA iaitu Suriani Ismail...

bersama dengan Sue merupakan detik2 paling gembira dlm hidup nana..
bertemu smula sorg sahabat yg sudah 2thn berpisah
dan... dengan takdir tuhan.. nana bertemu smula sorg shabat yg sntiasa nana meluahkan perasaan dan berbincang ttg hukum hakam agama dengannya...
ingat lg smasa di UIA...
di bilik KC835... sue sntiasa bg tazkirah dlm bilik... dan nana suka wat tokok tambah..
hehe
sue kluarkan ayat Al-Quran dan nana kuarkan ayat hadis..
itula kami... hihihi...
sepnjang dlm mjlis... nana ade borak2 ckit ttg pkmbgn nana kt sue.. sue pn cite ckit2 ttg pkmbgn die... rindu sgt wei... huhuhu

kmudian.. kami bncg ttg azam kami yg baru...
well... thn baru, mstila azam...

ape agaknye korang nye azam baru???

xkisahla ape pn azam korang... tp make sure ape yg kita wat n cba nak capai adelah kerana Allah..
bukan kerana duniawi...
klu kerana duniawi, agak sukar utk mencapainye...
klu kerna Allah... insyaAllah, Allah akn makbulkannye... tp klu xcapai pn, mgkin Allah nk uji kita.. yg pntg kita sabar n tawakal... btol x?
hehehe..

terakhir sekali...
kawan nana... Muhammad Zaaimmudin (btol ke ejaan die ni?? huhu)

SELAMAT HARI JADI KE-20!!!

zaim antara sahabat yg bnyk tolong nana...
tq so much... mmg susah nak dpt kwn mcm die...
sntiase mlindungi kwn2nye drpd bhaya..
pendengar yg baik...
ehmm...
mmg kwn sejati btol.. hehehe

zaim!!! hang mmg wat nana nangis la wei! dh stat menangis dh ni... bg nana tisu 1 kotak skarang...
huhu

skrg die tgh besedih sbb xde sape2 nk celebrate besday die...
nana tringin nak celebrate besday die tp nana kt mesir n die kat malaysia...
huhu..
zaim... sabar ye? tunggu nana balik tau...
nana nnt bg hadiah besday yg special nye utk zaim
kita jln sma2 ngan akma n hana hasina... rindu sgt kat korg... huhu
kita main bowling sama2 n mkn kat food court mcm biase nak? hahaha

kita wat reunion... amacam? haha

apepn... always be happy ok zaim?
zaim happy, nana happy... hihihi

sue & zaim... u r my bestfreind ever...

kehidupanku di bumi anbiya' 7

2009-12-13T00:30:00.003+08:00

dh lma tak bukak blog ni.. huhu... sbb busy ngan mid exam...
tp mid exam xhbs2 tgguh... nk wat camne.. ade hikmah disebaliknye...

kali ni nana nk cite pasal kehadiran mama n papa di mesir!!!!!

hehehe... happy nye...

pd tarikh 2hb 12 2009... mama smpi ke mansoura tpt pd jam7pagi...
mama kata nk dtg umah nana tp xjadi sbb kepenatan. so, nana bgthu mama rehatla dlu..
nnt nana n wani dtg ke hotel penginapan mama n papa after zuhr...

jam 12, nana n wani p hotel mama n papa... sblm tu, kami smpat bli buah tgn utk mama n papa
ngee~:D
smpi je kat sna... mama n papa kata lapar..
so, kami bawak mama n papa p restoran
mama, papa n wani mkn kbab dgg... n nana mkn sandwich kofta je... hihihi

kami bjalan2 kat sikah gadid.. smpi rsa penat... sblm laungan azan mgrib, nana n wani balik ke umah masing n mama n papa balik ke hotel...
mlm tu plk, agensi hntr mama n papa ke sbuah restoran indonesia... namenye restoran nusantara.. mama ajak nana n wani mkn sama2..
nana n wani pn p la...
knyg bgt si... huhuhu

then, mr. mahmoud yg mengendali percutian mama n papa bgthu kitaorg esok kta akan p alexandria...
wahh... bestnye... nak ikot!!!!
keesokannye... kami p alexandria... syok beb!!
tepi pantai tu.. hahaha

di alexandria or iskandaria, kami mlancong mcm2 tmpt..
antarnye... p dua muzium, library terbesar (cantik n kemas wei... lg1, mmg sistematik susunan diorg.. huhuhu) n p tepi pntai smbil bli souvenir...setelah seharian kami melancong di alexandria..
kami pn plg ke umah...

3hri mama n papa bercuti di mansoura... smbil melawat di tmpat2 lain seperti:

1. Demmiate (tmpt pertembungan sungai nil n laut mediterian)
2. port said (jualan brg tnpa cukai)

hr terakhir mama n papa kat mansoura, nana p hotel mama n papa... rindu sgt.. huhu
nana n wani tido smlman kat hotel mama n papa sblm mama n papa berangkat ke cairo...
huhuhu

keesokkannye... nana srpn ngn diorg n plg ke umah... sbb ade exam... exam math...
jam 9.15pg btolak ke kuliah... jam9.30pg... lecturer masok..

" exam math will postponed to after next week..."
what????!!!
time tu mmg mcm xleh trima sbb dh smgt nk jwb exam... huhu
mesej mama...
mama kata xpe.. ade hikmah disebaliknye...
Allah bg nana pluang study btol2 tu... so mbik pluang ni...
huhu..
after dat, nana pun ok.. huhu

dua hari lps tu, nana p cairo ngan wani.. jumpa mama n papa..
in the same time.. ade interview zakat johor kat rabaah hr jumaat persamaan 11hb disember..
seharian nana n wani jln sama2 ngan mama n papa... kat pasar khalili...
mcm2 ade...
mlm tu plk... nana n wani p ceramah motivasi n taklimat kat umah anak negeri johor...
ucapan di smpikan oleh Dato' Zainal Abidin bin Osman..

jam10mlm pulang ke hotel...
borak2 ngan mama n papa
smbil tu prepare diri n sijil utk interview...

keesoknnye... kul8 kami dh terpacak kat rabaah...
nervous wei.... huhuhu
tgu punye tgu... jam2ptg bru turn nana...

mak aih... satu group ngan housemate rpanye... huhu

CKIN!!!!! kenapa awak???!!!! huhu

jam3ptg smpi di hotel...
mama siapkan mknn lunch utk ktorg
ktorg mkn

smbl papa cri kete sewa utk nana n wani, kami bdua kms smua pakaian n bilik...
sedih wei bpisah ngan mama n papa...
bkn senang nk suruh mama n papa dtg cni lg..
huhuhu

jam8mlm... nana n wani kuar dr hotel..
mama n papa teman kami berdua...

time tu la detik2 plg sedih skali... huhuhu...

BERPISAH NGAN MAMA N PAPA WAT KALI KE-2...

huhuhuhu

"ingat! belajar btol2..."
"jgn lupe solat tau.."
"kalau ade pe2, mesej mama n papa ye?"

baik mama... baik papa... InsyaAllah...

pengajarannye: selagi ibubapa kita masih hidup lg... jagala mereka... rapatkan lagi ukhuwah antara ibubapa n anak2... sbb kita sbg manusia, hamba Allah hanya hidup sementara je kat dunia ni... so, jgn lepaskan pluang bersama kluarga tersayang slagi hayat kita masih ade n sebelum ketiadaan mereka...

LOVE YOU MAMA & PAPA

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2009-11-26T06:39:00.003+08:00

kisah seterusnye...
ttg perpisahan..
cite ni agak personal.. tp just nak kongsi ngan korg...

korang pernah dengar pepatah...
setiap kali pertemuan, pasti ade perpisahan jugak
so..

kenapa perpisahan sentiasa berlaku pada diri kita???
kenapa ramai xsgup bdepan ngan perpisahan ni...???
kenapa???

byk btol soalan KENAPA...

ape yg berlaku pd nana skrg...
perpisahan bakal akan berlaku.. xlma lg...
kejap je lg...
huhuu

secara jujur..
nana xsgup nk bdepan ngan perpisahan... lg2 ngan kwn2 yg kita rapat sgt2 n org2 yg tsayang..
nana terlalu sayang sgt kat diorg...
xmmpu nana nak btulis even meluahkan kata2 ni...
sbb xterdaya...
itula kelemahan kita...

persoalannye...::::....
kenapa perpisahan ni tetap berlaku jgak walau dimane2 kita brada???

in my opinion...
it's a faith... Allah ada sbb knp Allah takdirkan kita berpisah ngan org2 yg kita syng skali...
>>1. Allah nk uji kita... smada kita msh INGAT KAT DIE or tidak...
2. Allah nk thu smada kita msh SAYANG kat die lg or tidak
3. Allah nk thu sejauh mane ketabahan hati kita dlm mghadapi ujian perpisahan...
4. Allah amat menyayangi die( yg kita amat rapat n sayangi) drpd kita...

minggu ni...
nana bakal berpisah ngan ramai kwan farmasi...
xlama lg mereka akn berpindah dr universiti mansoura ke universiti zagazig...
sedih bila dgr diorg kata diorg nk pindah.. terpksa redha menerimanye...
yg akn pergi.....:>>> Nusaibah, Athirah, Husna, Shikin, Saiful, Fitri, Aula, Izat(kemungkinan) dan Hidayah(kemungkinan)...
Azhani pun akan pergi... tp bkn ke zagazig.. die pergi al-azhar university. bkn mbik faculty pharmacy dh.. tp mbik faculty dentistry...

sedihnye... hidayah roommate nana nk p... n azhani atra kwn yg plg nana rapat pn dh nk p...
huhuhu

yg plg nana x boleh terima pd mulanye....
pemergian 2 insan yg tersayang iaitu:>>>
1. Cik Leman (adik papa)
2. Nur Jannah Omar (classmate UIA n teammate
futsal PASAK FC)

pemergian mereka mmg mengejutkan nana...
nana dpt berita msa kpla nana tgh serabut memikirkan pemindahan ke zagazig n AJK kebersihan utk majlis raya..
fikiran nana jd tmbh serabut after dpt thu pmergian kedua2 insan ni...
tanpa sengaja... nana menangis di depan senior kerana xleh terima pemergian diorg...
nana xdpt thn menangis... semua senior risau n suruh nana blik.. tp nana xnak sbb nak siapkan tanggungjwb nana as Penolong AJK kebersihan...

dlm menjalankan tanggungjawab nana, nana msh bfikir n mengenangkan memori lama... susah nana accept pd mulanye...
After siap smua.. nana balik umah... still fikir pasal diorg.. huhuhu
nana menangis lagi... sukarnye nana nk terima ni.. seperti pemergian arwah datuk nana yg tercinta... kenangan nana ngan die msh bkelihatan di fikiran nana.. huhu

disbbkan sukar nana melupakan arwah pakcik nana n kwn nana... so, nana decide nak p taman utk mencari ketenangan seketika..
yg bwk nana..: yasmin, shafenah, habib, cat n nazrin...

di taman, nana pilih tmpt yg ssuai utk tenangkan fikiran nana...
mmg btol, hanya Allah shj tmpt kna mengadu n dr ctu kita boleh tenangkan diri melalui solat...
tp nana perlukan space... melihat ssuatu yg indah ciptaan Allah..
dr ctu nana akan fikir n berkata

"Nana.. look around you... banyak lg nana blom selesaikan tanggungjawab as Allah' servant. Don't waste your time by thinking of it. Allah lbih sayangkan diorg, nana... nana pn bakal jd mcm diorg.. nana xtakut ke? so, go forward!! n let them go... doa'kan mereka semoga Allah merahmati mereka.. InsyaAllah..."

selain itu... nana nk bg peringtan kpd smua pemandu perokok...
INGATLAH ORG YG TERSYANG....
memandu tu biarlah berhati ye?
n
JANGANLAH MEROKOK!!!!
bahaya utk kesihatn... hangus kang korg nye paru2... itu ape yg blaku pd arwah pakcik nana
hangus terbakar die nye paru-paru kerana suka merokok... disebabkan paru2nye hangus terbakar... arwah xleh bernafas n sering batuk2.. so plez ye?

kita lahir dgn sempurna di muka bumi ini, biarlah kita meninggalkan dunia ni dgn keadaan sempurna juga... jgn merosakkan ape yg Allah tlh sempurnakan pd diri kita....

GosSiP giRL...

2009-11-20T15:50:00.002+08:00

kat cni, nana nak bg peringatn antara kita semua...
dimana, minggu lepas nana ikuti usrah yg diketuai senior dr cairo..

surah An-Nur, ayat 11-20...

"Sesungguhnya org2 yg membawa berita bohong itu adalah dari golongan kamu. Janganla kamu mengira berita itu buruk bagi kamu bahkan itu baik bagi kamu. Setiap org dr mereka akan mendapat blsn dr dosa yg diperbuatnya. dan brgsiapa di atra mrka yg mengmbil bhgn tbesar (dr dosa yg diperbuatnya). dia mendapat azab yg besar (pula)"

>>> ayat ni dh jelaskan pd kita dh.. jgn terlalu caye sgt gosip2 smua ni... sape srh caye... ish3
kang tmbr dosa besar klu wat cite2 bohong n caye cite2 bohong ni..
ayat ni jugak dh nasihat n beri peringtn kpd kita scra lmbut..

klu xsedar2 lg, bace ayat yg seterusnye...

"Mengapa org2 mukmin n mukminat tidak bbaik sangka terhdp diri mrka sndri, ketika kmu mndgr berita bohong itu n berkata, 'INI ADALAH (suatu berita) BOHONG YG NYATA.'"
"Mengapa mereka (yg menuduh itu) tidak dtg membawa 4 saksi? Oleh sbb mereka tidk mmbawa saksi-saksi, maka mereka itu dlm pndgn Allah adalah ORANG2 YG BERDUSTA"
"Dan seandainya bukan kerana kurniaan Allah dan rahmat-Nya kpdmu di dunia n di akhirat, nescaya kamu ditimpa azab yg besar, disbabkan oleh perbincangan kamu ttg hal itu (berita bohong itu)."

>>> klu kita ada mmbe2 yg mereka-reka cite ni, xyah nk caye sgt... srh die buktikan dlu cite yg die reka tu adalah benar. jgn sedap je mulut berkata n peka sgt telinga mendengar tnp usul sbnr.. ayat ni juga dh nyatakan dtangkan 4 saksi.. so, bwk 4 saksi sbgai bukti cite tu bnr. ANDA PAHAM??? xnk tmbh dosa kan??

so, jgn sedap2 dgr n bincg hal-hal yg penuh pmbohongan.

"(Ingatla) ktka kmu menerima (berita bohong) itu dr mulut ke mulut n kamu katakn dgn mulutmu apa yg kmu tidak ketahui sedikit pun, dan kamu mengaggapnya remeh, pdhal dlm pndangan Allah itu soal besar"
"Dan mengapa kamu tidak berkata ketika mendengarnya, 'Tidak pnts bg kita membicarakan ini, Mahasuci Engkau, ini adalah pembohongan yg besar'"
"Allah memperingtkan kamu agar (jgn) kmbali mengulangi seperti itu selama-lamanya, jika kmu org beriman"

>>>ayat ni plk mjelaskan sebagai pendgr gossip, kita hendaklah menasihati n memperingatkan merka yg mereka cite bohong ni spy jgn sedap menyebarkan cite yg dipenuhi ngan pmbohongan kerana bg Allah itu adalah soal besar. korg xnak kna potong lidah kn?? so, jaga mulut ckit. or in other words, jga mulut insurans tu ckit... after kita sdar yg gosip adela berdosa,

jgnla ulangi wat cite2 bohong ni...

"dan Allah menjelaskan ayt2(Nya) kpd kamu. Dan Allah Maha Mengetahui, lg Maha Bijaksana"
"Sesungguhnya org2 yg ingin agr perbuatan yg sgt keji itu (berita bohong) tersiar di kalangan org2 yg beriman, mereka mndapat azab yg pedih di dunia n di akhirat. Dan Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui"
"Dan klu bkn kena kurnian Allah dan rahmatNya kpdmu (nescaya kmu akn ditimpa azab yg besar). Sungguh, Allah Maha Penyntun, lg Maha Penyayang"

>>>disini, Al-Quran dh jelaskan bhwa kita, org yg beriman, akan mendpat azab besar dgn menyebarkan cite2 bohong ni.. Allah benar2 sayang kat kita. sbb tu die jaga kita dgn meminta kita taat kpdNya jika xnak kna balasan drpdNya...

Itulah bukti bhw Allah Maha Penyayang lg Maha Bijaksana...

kita sbgai manusia yg hidup kat dunia smentara ni knala sntiasa ingt-mengingati atra satu sama len..

kpd pereka cite... jga mulut ckit... jgn sedap reka2 cite org mcm2 n jaga tepi kain sndiri.
better tutup mulut drpd membuat cite bohong. sbb bkn shj mangsa shaja akan merana, org yg mereka cite jugak akan merana.. caye la...
kpd pendengar cite plk.. jgn trus caye cite tu n sdp2 p sebar2kan cite2 bohong ni... klu nak thu cite2 ni sahih or x, p soal siasat dlu mcm CSI (hehehe).. in d same time, nshtla kwn2 kita spy jgn caye dlu or srh bwkkan saksi jika rekaan cite tu adalah benar... ok???

kita kna ingat... Allah benar2 sygkan kita. klu korg syang n cintakan Allah, buatla ape yg Allah suruh n tinggalkan larangan Allah. InsyaAllah...

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2009-11-19T14:16:00.002+08:00

kisah seterusnye...
kat mesir minggu ni pnuh ngan kekecohan dan kegembiraan mereka...
dimana pd hr sbtu perlawanan bola sepak qualifiying FIFA world cup match ngan Algeria..
satu kuliah nana dipenuhi ngan bju wrna merah, putih, dan hitam...
pehh...
semangat bola btul diorg ni... huhuhu

pada hari sbtu jugak, nana n mmbe2 farmasi ada tuisyen spatutnye, tp tpksa cancel sbb cikgu tuisyen ktorg nk tgk match bola sepak jam7.30mlm ni...
masa dlm kuliah tu plk... mmbe2 mesir kata diorg nye match kna target 3-0 utk layak msuk FIFA world cup...

sebelum jam7.30mlm, pnduduk kat mansoura dh mula kecoh.. bhya wei jln mlm2.
tp nana p kuar gak sbb lapar.. housemate nana xmasak pe2 pn... dh la nana tgh pose.. nk buka pose pn xthu nk makan pe...
so, i decide mkn kat kuar... ajak Habib temankan.. takot wei jln sorg2..
lg2 tmpt ngara org, mmg ankdara bhya jln sorg2.. huhu
ajak housemate tmn, diorg xnk sbb bz. huhu

nana bbuka kat baghat&samir fast food restaurant.. smbl mkn, smbl bborak ngan die...
lps mkn je... tgk suasana mansoura...
wahh... mesir menang 2-0... hohoho
nmpknye kna wat match lg sbb kna dpt score 3-0 jgk...

semalam (hr rabu), match lagi... mesir versus algeria...
kedengaran bunyi kekecohan lg... huhuhu
nana bru habis tuisyen... then, tgkp gmbr suasana mansoura yg tgh gilakan bola sepak..
tba2, sorg pak arab offer nana cat wrna bendera kat tgn
nana refuse sbb nak solat kowt... huhuhu

selesai tgkp gmbr suasana mesir... nana p umah adik, wani....
lepak2 jap.. smbil mluahkan perasaan yg tension ni...
huhuhu
kul8 tu plk... rsa nk blik... so pgl la sorg musyrif yg boleh mbik nana dr umah adik...
sape musyrif nana???
jeng3...
en habib skali lg... hahaha
otw balik tu... msh bkelihatan kemeriahan suasana semangat bola diorg...
singgah kedai jap...
pehh... kptsn... 0-1... match bpihak pd algeria kali ni...
xqualified la nmpknye... huhuhu

betapa semangatnye mereka... mmg 1Mesir btol... hahaha
berstu kita teguh, bercerai kita roboh... btul x?

tp...
adakah rakyat Malaysia begitu jugak???

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2009-11-13T08:28:00.003+08:00

bagaimana perasaan korg bila diberi tanggugjawab sebagai ketua??
tension??
wat donno je?
takut??
excited??

byk perkara yg perlu kita tahu ttg tanggungjawab... betul x?

sekrg kisah nana sebagai ketua blok...

dh lebih daripada sebulan nana pegang jawatan sebagai ketua blok...

kali pertama nana dilantik mmg agak sukar bg nana utk terima. tp itu hasil persetujuan ramai mlantik nana as a leader, so nana terima jela...

a week after nana pgg jawatan sebagai ketua...
disebabkan berada di negara org... nana rsa risau ngan anak2 buah nana
so, nana wat perjumpaan..
nana bgthu diorg yg blok ni ada peraturan..:

1. balik sebelum kul11mlm sbb after 11pm, nana kunci mangga
>>jika lewat, please call me
2. lelaki tidak dibenarkan masuk ke blok E since we're the only girl's block yg dikelilingi blok lelaki tnpa pengetahuan ketua or penolong ketua blok
3.tidak dibenarkan ada perjumpaan atr perempuan dan lelaki di di depan blok melainkan hal penting dan perlu ada musyrifah ketika berjumpa lelaki...

sejak dr tu, alhamdulillah ramai patuh sbb diorg tahu betapa bahayanye and sntiasa kna berhati2 di bumi anbiya'...

sebagai seorg ketua, pasti ada berlakunye kesilapan..
as for me..
nana pun pernah melakukan kesilapan...
dimana pernah mmbenarkan lelaki masuk rumah..
tp diorg masuk umah sbb spatutnye mengetuai majlis doa selamat.
selepas tragedi pencerobohan, housemate nana cdg wat majlis doa selamat..
so, die perlu persetujuan nana smada boleh diadakan or tidak...
nana pn bg la... sbb bg nana, bnda yg baik... mstila nana stuju
tp nana tnya la dlu sape akan mengetui majlis doa selamat..
die dh settle evrything rupenye...
keesokn hrnye... housemate dh prepare evrything.. nana pn tlg la jugak...
beberapa minit before majlis dimulakan... dapat call drpd org yg spatut ketuai majlis .
die kata cancel!!!! hurmmm... die cma nk dtg makan je..
disebabkan mknn dh tersedia...
hati nana jd xsedap n rsa terbelah dua...
smada nk truskan majlis ni or tidak...
sbb nana dh ajak bbrapa org dtg utk dtg ke majlis ni..
dgn kpala bertamabah serabut n muka muka housemate monyok semacam...
nana pun suruh teruskan...
lelaki masuk....
time tu la... ramai anak buah nana stat pandang serong kat nana
in the same time, PCM dtg. tegur supaya perkara ni xkan berlaku...

after kna tegur, nana bertekad harap perkara ni xmgkin akan berlaku lg.
nana kna bertndak dgn lebih tegas lg..

nana tulis dlm kertas ttg peraturan blok E

PERHATIAN!!! kepada semua penghuni saidatina aisyah(E)

anda dkehendaki kunci pagar sentiasa selepas keluar or masuk dr blok ni...

PERINGATAN JUGA!!!

1. Pulang sebelum jam 11malam

>> jika lewat, sila beritahu ketua blok

2. Lelaki tidak dibenarkan masuk ke blok E tnpa kebenaran ketua or penolong ketua blok...

HARAP MAKLUM...

sehati selepas tu, tba2 housemate call nana...

bgthu ada org komen kat kertas tu...

komennye:

lelaki masuk E1 pe cite?? semuanye di kuasa tgn ----->NANA

marah and sedih sgt2....

mmg kna byk bersabar...

dlm hati nana kata,

diorg xbg nana pluang ke nk brubah???

in the same time nana fikir...

diorg xthu situasi sbnr, tu pasal jd mcm ni...

mlm tu jugak nana wat perjumpaan..

time tu la nana explain everything...

dlm hati nana kata:

i hope they will give a chance to change everything...

insyaAllah... AMIIN...

so, jalanla tanggungjawab dgn baik ye?? xkisahla korg ni ketua or bukan ketua...

sbb bg nana, klu nana bukan ketua pn.. nana still pgg tanggungjawab gak iaitu as a student, a daughter, a sister and Allah's servant... insyaAllah...

selain tu jugak..

tabahkanla hati kita masing2.. sesungguhnye Allah amat mencintai org yg sentiasa bersabar dlm sesuatu perkara. lg2 insyaAllah kita akan dpt pahala... hehe...^_^... so, jgn lpskan pluang utk dptkan pahala... ngee~

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2009-11-06T00:30:00.006+08:00

"ok, dtg je"

"kak nana, syaz kata pintu level 6 xleh bukak" erma kata
"yeke? ok. kak nana dtg skrg"

smpi je kat level 6, nana cuba bukak. tp xberjaya... turun bawh. paggil ustaz faiz...
ustaz faiz cuba bukak tp xbejaya jugak...
mmg sah pintu level 6 rosak sbb perompak hentak pintu diorg kuat2. disebabkan xberjaya buka pintu level 6, perompak masuk umah nana....
huhuhu
pggl mr hamada dan mr hadi...
utk bkk pintu
nana turun bwh...
tercengang sekejap...

kenapa ngan shafenah???
tnya hidayah...
"kenapa ngan shafenah??"
"passport ngan duit shafenah pn kna mbik?"
"what?!"

adush... mksnye... besar kemungkinan yasmin pun kna...
xleh jadi ni..

call yasmin...
"min... min kat ne?"
"dh kat lorong ni.. nape kak?"
"min, cpt balik.. shafenah nye passport ngan duit hilang. akak takut min punye pun hilang. cepat,cepat..."
"ok2..."
"cepat tau. mr mahmoud dh nak p balai polis ni"
"ok2"
nana p balcony... tgk smada min dh smpi blom...
min... cpt... please....
sambil tu mama call nana
nana bgthu kejadian ni

mama risau sgt....
wani pun call...
papa risau sgt2
tp nana mesej papa n mama yg brg nana xhilang n nana ok...

tak lma kmdn min ngan nazrin dtg...
"min... cepat..."
min lari naik atas. nazrin pun naik atas
eh.. nodi pun ada... baru perasan... sorry nodi..

min masuk trus check almari die...
tiba-tiba....
min menangis... die tduduk... nazrin datang kat min..
nana peluk min n suruh die tenang
passport, duit dan beg pemberian mak die kna mbik jugak...

10minit kemudian...
mr mahmoud ajak p balai polis...

yg pergi hidayah sebagai saksi, shafenah sebagai saksi dan mangsa, dan yasmin sebagai mangsa jugak....

xlma kmdn..
"akak... kunci erma kna mbik jugak.."
"ape?! kunci pn mbik?"
adush... besar kmungkinan die nk dtg balik ke? xleh jadi ni...
MANGGA UTAMA!!!
nana turun bawah... check smada mangga kna mbik jugak ke tak...

MAK AIH!!! MANGGA PUN DIA AMBIK!!!
xleh jadi... ARGHH!!!
sabar2...

naik atas balik
"korg... perompak mbik mangga pagar kita... huhuhu"
"huh?!"
kenapa? kenapa? huhuhu

borak2 ngan nazrin dan nodi...
cerita bagaiman kejadian boleh berlaku...
tengok muka nazrin mmg penuh kerisauan..
well.. mestilah die risau... risau ngan bakal isteri die...
hehehe

LESSON: lain kali jgn bagi sape2 yg xdikenali masuk umah...
~bukan nak bg sape2 terasa tp peringatan utk kita semua. bahaya wei... ~

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2009-11-05T15:36:00.002+08:00

adush... kesiannye erma...
kna skip lecture ni...
"akak mcm ne?"
"2 laptop hilang. erma ngan shafenah nye. akak kna blik ni... cm ne ye? boleh ke x?"
"kluar je kak"
"emm... dayah. umah kita... laptop erma ngan shafenah hilang. jom balik. kesian erma sorg2 kat umah. die tgh ketakutan ni..."
"ape?! ok. jom..."

nana n hidayah p dpn jumpa lecturer..
"doctor, we both have to go back to our hostel because we have big problem right now. can we?"
"yes, sure... you both can"
"thank you"

nana ngan hidayah pn p la....
kami jalan selaju yg kami mampu je...
in the same time...
nana call shafenah...
"shafenah... ada dlm kuliah ke?"
"ha'ah, nape kak?"
"laptop shafenah hilang"
shafenah bgthu mmbe die yg len yg laptop nye hilang...
"shafenah... shafenah.... akak on the way balik umah... habis je kuliah, trus blik umah tau"
"emm, ok"
kmdn.. nana call yasmin plk..
"ye kak nana?...."
"dlm kuliah ke?"
"ye, nape kak?"
"min, min bwk lptop kn?"
"ye kakak"
"ni... umah kna rompak... laptop shafenah ngan erma dh xde.."
"ape? hbs tu cmne? nk min balik ke?"
"akak skrg on the way balik umah ngan dayah.. xpela... min dgr lecture dlu... klu ada pe2, akak call min balik, ok?"
"emm, ok... bgthu tau, akak"
"ok"

sampi je kat umah..
"erma! kak nana n dayah ni. bukak pintu"
"akak.... erma takut... erma takut... huhu"
erma still xbuka pintu...
"dayah ada kunci? buka cpt.."
"ada. jap"

after masuk umah, kami trus p bilik erma...
"erma... akak minta maaf sgt2"
"akak... knp biar erma duduk sorg2 kat umah... erma takut..."
"ye2... akak tahu... akak minta maaf sgt, ye?"

15minit kmudian...
shafenah balik...
buka pintu ngan muka tangisannye...
"shafenah... sori sgt2 jom masuk"
"mcm ne nk masuk. akak halang aku masuk"
"oppss.. ok, masuk2"

tiba2.. handphone nana bbunyi...
yasmin call...
"akak, min on the way balik"
"ok"
"akak boleh x nazrin masuk skali?"

bersambung...

kehidupanku di bumi anbiya' 4

2009-11-05T05:37:00.004+08:00

sambung cerita utuk episod yg seterusnya...

kali ni lebih tragik...
huhu

sudah 2 hari berlalu...
tp kejadian ni mmg sukar di lupakan...
penuh dengan kesedaran sma seperti episod yg ke-3
huhu...

pd tarikh 2 november 2009...
jam 7 pg nana bgun utk mandi sbb class kul 9pg
kna bertolak ke kuliah 45minit awal sbelum kuliah stat...
kul8 bru nak pakai tudung...
seleps kemas buku n pakai tudung... sedar2 dh kul8.30...
alamak!!!! DAH LEWAT!!!
huhu...
nana mesej kak farhana dan hani suruh p dulu

"eh shafenah, lempeng dah siap masak ke?"
"blom... akak sambungkan. shafenah dah kena p class"
"ok"

selesai masak...
"hidayah... akak p dlu tau"
"ok"

tiba2...

ada selipar... wiper pun ada...??? orgnye mane pulak??

nana masuk rumah balik...
cari org yg xsepatutnye masuk ke rumah...
nana cari balcony... xde
cari kat dapur pulak... pun xde...
nk cari tandas... xleh.. sbb ada org

so..
mmg xde org...

mgkn die tgl selipar die kat dpn umah nana jap sementara kemas umah org lain kot...

smpi je kat kuliah...
nana borak2 ngan hani n kak farhana...
10 minit kemudian...
hidayah sampai..
"kak nana, kenapa x bgthu dayah ada laki masuk umah kita. dah dayah sorg2 kat umah?"
"hah?! laki? akak xnmpk laki pn.. msa akak nak kluar cuma nmpk selipar n wiper je. lg1, bkn hidayah je ada kat umah je... erma pun ada. die tgh tido"
"biar betul?"
"yup"

hidayah terus duduk....
sambil tu... hati nana rsa xsedap...
kemudian hani suruh nana call erma tgk keadaan umah cmne...
"hello.... erma. tido lg ke?"
"ha`ah, nape akak?"
"td ada laki masuk umah kita. cuba erma tgk kat bilik min ngan syafenah... takut ada barang2 diorg xde pulak.."
"emm... ok.tp akak x risaukan pasal erma ke? erma takut ni. huhu"
"relax2. erma p je tgk dlu brg2 diorg.. klu ada pe2, bgthu akak,ok?"
"ok"

bbrpa minit kmdn lecturer dtg...
tiba2... kriing3...
handphone nana bunyi...
"kak nana......(dlm suara menangis) laptop erma, laptop syafenah ngan laptop min xde... dh hilang. huhu.. cmne ni akak? erma takut..."
"adush.. sabar ye erma... min nye laptop min bawak p kuliah..."
"emm.. ok..tp erma takut.. knp biarkan laki msk umah kita?"
"akak xthu.. akak puas cari laki tu... balcony xde, dapur pn xde... die smbunyi somewhere smpi akak xthu die smbunyi kat ne..."
"akak mcm mane ni?? huhu"
"mcm nila... akak call ust faiz or ust dwenk skrg jgk. ok?"
"akak..."

tiba-tiba hp erma off...

bersambung....

to my lovely sister... shahida...

2009-10-30T06:00:00.003+08:00

pada tarikh 27hb october....

Happy 14th Birthday, Ida!!!!!!

pehh...
tiba2 nana rsa rindu plk ngan family... huhuhu
borak2 ngan mama n papa...
luah hati ke hati ngan kakak...
dgr luahan hati n gado2 ngan ida
main2 n lepak2 ngan haikal n hafetz...

huhuhu....

to Ida:

jaga diri baik2 tau...
jgn lwn ckp mama, papa, kakak n haikal...
klu hafetz buli ida, bgthu nana or kakak.
yg plg utama... jgn sedap2 cari pasal or mslh ngan org len...
kang diri sendiri yng merana...
ingat tau ida??

bulan november ni ida ada operation kan??
so, rajin2 kan la diri call nana...
nana xcukup duit nk call malaysia...
rindu wei...
mcm rsa nak menangis plk....
huhu

ikutkan dlm hati ni.... mcm nk ikut n tgk ida nye operation je...
lg2 dh jnji ngan ida nk teman ida kat hospital..
tp xdpt sbb nana dh kat mesir...
sorry ye ida?
nnt, nana blik malaysia... nana bwk ida jln2... blnja mkn...
ok ida?
rjin belajar tau...
tunjuk kat smua org yg ida boleh capai cita2 ida walaupun ida x sesempurna org len...
ok?
love you....

kehidupanku di bumi anbiya' 3

2009-10-30T03:27:00.002+08:00

TIDAK!!!!!

Kenapa nana??? knp??? huhuhu...
tragedi yg nana harap xkan berlaku pada nana tetap berlaku jgk...
huhuhu

kisah pertama:
dalam mesej>>>>

Kepada semua ketua blok.. sila hadirkan diri anda ke restoran GMN pada jam8.30mlm beserta wang wireless.

disebabkan itu... nana call ketua blok H utk p sma2 in the same time jd musyrif nana.
tpt kul 8.15mlm... nana dh turun bwh.. tgu ketua blok H.
tp msh x berkelihatan..
kul8.30mlm... nana call ketua blok H...

awak kat ne?

eh.. penolong sy x call awak ke? alahai kiranye awak kna p sndiri la...

kureng pnye mamat... ingat restoran GMN tu dekat ke... jauhla... ish...
terpaksa nana p sorg2.

di pertengahan jalan... tb2 pak arab dtg kat nana...
speaking arab wei... xdpt tgkap ape yg die ckp..
nana tgh ktakutan... huhu...
pak arab tu byk kali cuba nk pgg pinggang n tangan nana
tba2.... jeng3..
akhirnya muncul dua plajar medic mesir... mmg rescuer nana la... hehehe

so.. nana mintk izin diorg utk jd musyrif nana jp... diorg pn ok je
smpi je kat restoran GMN.... nana bg la duit wireless n dgr pnjelasan senior ttg wireless
tgh senior jelaskan... tiba2 penolong blok H jumpa nana...
die kata mntk maaf..
nana pn maafkan la die...
tp nana ingat die tgu nana jp... rpa2nye x
die tinggalkan nana lg... hurmmm....
mmg xlayak jd musyrif nana...

disbbkan itu, nana call mmbe nana namanye luqman...
luqman p dtg la mbik nana n hntr nana smpi dpn blok..
alhamdulillah... nana selmat smpi ke blok E...

kisah kedua:

selepas tamat kuliah pharmaceutical organic chemistry...
nana, kak farhana, hidayah dan hani p math`am jp
then, nana dpt call drpd ketua farmasi, naeem...
kbetulan nana nk p bli pisau yg mcm pisau bedah org 2...
naeem pn psn la belikan utk die... nana pun ok jela..

smpai je kat kedai tu...
nana tnyela org kedai tu pisau makmal ade ke tidak...
alhamdulillah... ada... huhu
tba2 rmai org arab lalu lalang kat belakang nana.
~laluan kedai mmg agak sempit sikit
nana bg la org2 arab lalu kat belakang nana..
smpi terpaksa sorg pak arab nak bg org len lalu pn kna blakang nana
lpas smua org lalu...
nana plik...
knp pak arab ni msh kat blakang nana????

tiba2... hidayah jerit
"kak nana!!!"
pe lg nana toleh la belakang
"EXCUSE ME!!!!!"
pak arab tu terkejut
"BENGONG PUNYE ORG!!! sdap je p raba orangnye"
dlm hati nana kata...
if i see u again, I will karate n terajang u!!! hurmmm....
hati nana ni dh membara habis...
selabuh2 baju yg nana pakai n wktu siang still kna kaco jgk...
siapla pak arab...
terimala jewer nana klu jumpa lg... huh!
klu ikutkan hati mmg nak bg penumbuk je. arghh!!!

sabar... sabar..... huhu...

kehidupanku di bumi anbiya' 2

2009-10-29T23:26:00.004+08:00

sebelum nana nye kuliah bermula....
nana n housemates p melancong n beli brg2 keperluan utk musim sejuk...

kat port said:
nana bli 2 bju sjuk... hehehe...
sesekali membazir jap...
housemates nana pulak bli bju sjuk jgk... tp sorg 1
plus, diorg beli comforter, jubah n coklat. hehehe

selepas p port said kami singgah n bergambar di tepian pntai
sbelum pulang ke mansourah..
di sana mmg best sangat..
ombak yg besar dan menikmati fast food
cook door
ustaz halim yg belanja..
hehehe

kul12mlm bru kami smpi ke mansoura..
penat...

minggu lps..
nana and smua pharmacy student ada party...
buat sambutan menjemput kami 1st atch malaysian student in their faculty
best sangat....
kami mkn kek, coklat dan air kotak mango je...

tapi...
selepas selesai party tu...
nasib x menyebelahi nana...
disebabkan nana ketua blok saidatina aisyah..
nana bertanggungjawab utk menyebarkan info terkini kpd smua anak2 buah nana..
tp nana dh 3 kali bgthu infomation yg terkini...
iaitu smua manchaster medic students diminta ke blok D...
2 0rg je p blok D...
disbbkan itu...
rmai senior call nana
"nana, kenapa x dtg blok D?"
"nana, mane bdk2 manchaster? sorg pun xdtg"
"nana, as a leader u should tell them yg kita ada perjumpaan"
nana pn jwb la...
" nana kna dtg ke? nana bdk farmasi"
"nana dh bgthu diorg 3 kali. xkan sorg pun xp?"
"nana dh bgthu dh"

senior marah2 nana pun smpi die xsedar nana ada program farmasi..
ni yg wat nana TENSION!!!!

keesokannye plk...
sorg lg senior call nana
"ini nana ke? ketua blok E."
"ye.. ada pe?"
"knpa smua bdk2 manchaster blok E x p perjumpaan semalam?"
"hah? 2 drpd 7 stdnt dh p sna la smlm. senior tu xbgthu ke?"
"xkisahla sape bgthu. tp knp xp?"
"ya Allah... wahai abang senior.... saya kata ada 2 org drpd 7 p sna smlm. hari ni ada stdnt yg x p akan jumpa akak snior tu kat restoran"
"oh yeke? ok, make sure smua bjalan dgn lncar. awak jgn xp plk."
"hah?! saya pun?"
"ye la.."
"ni lg sorg snior. wahai encik senior... saya bdk farmasi. perlu ke saya p? ni wat kali ke100. saya bdk farmasi. bkan manchaster!!!"
"hah? ye ke? ooo... mntk maafla ye? saya n snior ingat smua ketua blok bdk2 manchaster. rpa2nye slh sorgnye bdk farmasi. mntk maaf ye?"
"tu la... lain kali siasat dlu bru nak maki hamun org. dh la snior smlm mrh sya time sya ada program"
"program? program pe?"
"program farmasi yg dikendali oleh senior arab farmasi"
"owh.. klu ada program, len kali bgthula saya.."
"nk bgthu cmne? last2 mnt bru nk introduce diri tu sape.."
"yela2... sy silap cakap"
"dh la, sy nk mkn... yg pntg yg akan happykan awak bdk2 manchaster akan p jumpa senior manchaster kat restoran, ok?"
"ok. tq"
"u're welcome."

disbbkan mslah ni...
nana demam sehari
n
pening belarutan sehingga seminggu (semalam)..
huhu

kehidupanku di bumi anbiya'

2009-10-16T19:55:00.004+08:00

pehh... dah lma xbuka blog ni...
busy punye pasal mmg xde msa nk p on9

kehidupan nana kat sini... so far so good la..
pembelajaran kat cni pn ok
cuma nana dpt sorg lecturer yg xreti ckp english
huhu
tp...
nana sgkakan org malaysia jela yg xphm lecturer tu ckap...
rupa2nye... org mesir jgk xphm...
pelik2... tp itula hakikatnye.. hehe

sepanjang nana duduk kat mesir...
bnyk kali jgk nana masak..
smua housemate nana malas nak masak sbb penat..
redha jela... yg pntg smua dpt mkn n senang nk fokus blajar

wat ,masa ni...
nana dh masak
1. spagetti
2. makoroni goreng
3. sup sayur & telur goreng

next time nana nak msk mee sup and ayam masak tomato plk...
bila di tgk menu yg nana wat tu...
mcm org diet plk..
tp hakikatnye x
nana & housemates mmg xkuat mkn sgt.
kalau masak nasi... cuma ltak 1/2 pot je
mmg nmpk mcm diet hbis...
nasi kat mesir ni bkanji... tu pasal cpt kenyang tu..
lg2... kami smua suka mkn syur sgt.. klu wat sayur mmg bnyk...
n cpt hbis drpd lauk len...
hehe
ape nak wat....
kami kdg2 je mkn fast food... terutama kalau x smpt srpn

apepn...
yg plg pntg... jimat duit
hehehe

majlis doa' selamat & kesyukuran

2009-09-27T01:06:00.003+08:00

alhamdulillah...
selesai sudah majlis doa selamat & kesyukuran di rumah nana...
semuanye bjalan ngan lancar...
hehe:D

majlis ni start kul2 ptg...
tp..
ada yg dtg awal dripada tu...
org yg pertama tpt kul1.45petang adalah....
NADIAH SANI (btul ke ejaan nama die ni???)
die dtg awal sbb die dh kna blk u awal...
tiba-tiba....
jeng, jeng, jeng....

mak aih..
jantan mane plk dtg ni???
ramainye.....huhu

lorrr.... kwn2 laki wani, batch ke-10 rupenye...
depa dtg mcm rombongan meminang plk..
kah3...
anyway... nana kesian dgn depa..
sbb ada bbrp org kna blk awal
tp sggup menunggu mjlis doa selamat stat..

tahlil stat dlm kul 2.24ptg..
diketuai akbar dan mahfuz...
anak kwn mama... makcik mona...
terima kasih kerana sudi mengetuai tahlil ye?

selesai tahlil.... papa pelawa tetamu p mkn..
xlma kmdn...
daeng saifullah, batch ke-9 plk dtg...
asal ustz kamaliah nk dtg..
tp xdpt dtg sbb umah die wat umah terbuka...
then...
sebahagian bdk de'pikir dtg plk...
liyana zakaria, raihana zakaria, najat nasha dan ili syazwani

selang bbrp minit kmdn...
kwn2 nana dtg...
mai, syeda & asma' amat
tp...
"nana!! p wat air..."
huh? ok..
selesai je wat air.. nana p borak jp ngan kwn2
tp asma' amat dh kna blik...huhu
syeda hantar
huhuhu...
tp mai stay kat umah nana lg...
sbb kakak nana akn hntr die blk umah...

lma jgk nana n mai bborak...
mcm2 benda kita borakkan...
well... dh lma xjumpa dikatakan...
hehe:D
time nk bborak tu...
"nana!!! p wat air lg...."
selang 15minit,
"nana!!! AIR!!!"
10minit kmdn AIR lagi??!!!
AIR,AIR, AIR....
nmpknye nana jd minah air la...
huhu

kmdn... baki bdk2 de'pikir dtg...
nana xknal name depa..
yg nana knl cuma ilham nasha je...
last sekali kwn2 pmpn wani dtg

apapun...
yg paling best akhirnya...
nana dpt jumpa sepupu yg sudah 2 tahun xjumpa
huhu... iaitu ADLI...

tq so much sbb sudi dtg ke majlis doa selamat & kesyukuran
terima kasih...

tragedi di aidilfitri

2009-09-25T00:06:00.002+08:00

alhamdulillah... raya kali ni mmg best...
nk tahu ape yg best....
kami sekeluarga lgsg xmain mercun tau...
hehe :D

tp amat simpati kpd kanak2 yg bnasib malang...

puasa terakhir... nana & family bersahur di rumah atuk muar. smua mkn nasi dan nana makn nestum je... hehe
makan nestum bkn sbb diet tau... tp sbb nana trget msti nana mkn bnyk wktu bbuka nnt...

akhirnye... nana bbuka kat GULAM RASUL di teluk intan, Perak... 15 minit dr kmpg opah..
hehe..

smpi je kat gulam rasul....
mak aih... SAYUR DAH HABIS???!!!! TIDAK!!!!
redha jela....
mkn nasi, ayam n kuah kari....

then... smpi je kat umah opah... slm opah n ayah cu.
lps 2... p solat n TGK TV!!! tgk pelawann bola sepak

dlm kul 10.30mlm... hati nana tba2 rasa resah n rasa mcm nk call atuk muar je..
so, i decide to call my lovely granny, atuk muar.
dgr je suara atuk muar... lega rasa hati nana.
nana bborak xlah lma sgt about 15 min je sbb takut kredit habis.
hehehe
kami borak mcm2 tau... ngee~
kluarga nana yg len xthu nana call sape... depa sgka nana call boyfriend...
boyfriend pn xde.. tba2 depa bleh pk gitu... ish3.

tpt kul12 nana n my sis p tido... smntra boys still watching tv ngan ayah cu...

keesokknnye... boys plg liat nk bgn
tu la... sape suruh tido lwt lg. ish3
smntra yg laki p solat raya... kami yg pmpn... potong bawang, sawi n mcm2 lg.
sbb mama nk msk mee bandung muar utk marhaban nnt... sdp tau mee bandung muar mama
mmg kaw2 btul... hehehe
rmai org ska mee bandung mama

selesai je marhaban... tba2 hafetz bgthu nana msa solat raya ade sorg pgsan..

BIAR BETUL?????

esok2 je... dpt thu org dh mninggal dunia... innalillah.... msuk surt kbr plk tu...

mkck nana plk, wan mah, tba2 tkandas. xdpt balik kmpg. sbb pkck, ayah jamel, terisi minyak diesel...
tp, walaubgmanapun, alhamdulillah... mereka selamat smpi ke kmpg pd raya kedua...
dpt bborak ngan diorg puas2.

yg best raya pertama tu jgk... nana bpeluang bborak ckit2 ngan spupu yg dh lma jumpa, epik.
best tau...
bborak ngan adik-bradikn smua spupu...
inila kengan yg xmgkin nana lupekan sblm berangkat ke mesir...

i gonna miss u all.... muaahhh...

solat terawih....

2009-09-15T05:37:00.003+08:00

hari ni nana ada cite baru tau... cite yg amat bergune skali....

first sekali... smalam merupakan hari kedua nana p solat terawih.. huhu... memang memalukan..

nana dh lama xp solat terawih sebab kaki belom semboh sepenuhnye.

sekarg ni kaki sudah beansur pulih. insyaAllah sebelum bertolak ke mesir, nana semboh sepenuhnye... amiin....

berbalik pada cite sebenar nana...

semalam nana p solat terawih kat sek mama... sek men keb tmn universiti...

xla ramai yg nana sgkakan... tp bessssstttttt. hehehe

sepatutnye, nana n family berbuka kat sek mama. tp majoriti xnak, so, berbuka kat rumah n solat terawih kat surau sek mama.

eh, surau ke masjid? ntahla....

yg p solat terawih cuma papa, mama, nana and wani je...

yg len xnak p... kalau kakak, die solat kat masjid ngan kawan die...

yg bestnye....

after solat isyak n solat terawih secara berjemaah, seorg ustaz bernama ustaz rifqi kasi tazkirah tau...

betul ke ejaan nama die? betul kot...

dalam tazkirah die,

die bgthu kelebihan surah al-Kahf dan perkara2 yg kita patut lakukan masa malam raya....

kalu korang nak tahu...

kelebihan surah al-Kahf ni....:

surah ni memberi kita cahaya tau...

kita baca sehelai ayat2 surah al-Kahf akan medapat chaya di seluruh badan..

kalau kita baca sampai habis, kita akan dapat cahaya yang terang sampai langit tau!!!

sepertimana kita tahu, malaikat amat attract kepada cahaya and kerna itu malaikat akan datang kepada kita...

oleh itu, ustaz kata die menggalakkan kita membaca surah al-Kahf setiap hari agar kita sentiasa bekelihatan bercahaya...

lagi2 sekarang dalam 10 malam lailatulqadar.... memang bagus sgt la tu...

kalau baca setiap hari, bukan takat malaikat je attract, manusia pun sma... hehe

so, baca la ye.. hehehe

perkara yg patut kita lakukan pada malam raya pulak, ustaz kata...:

kita patut bergembira bagi org2 yg berjuang berpuasa di bulan ramadhan kerana Allah taala...

nak bergembira bukannye p parti ke ape...

ustaz kata, p la masjid wat solat2 sunat..

mcm di kelatan, diorg wat solat tasbih tau.... tasbih kenala gembira, bukan bersedih...

itu ape yg ustaz kata la... hehehe

lepas 2, ustaz ada bgthu pasal solat raya...

biasenye solat raya akn baca 4 pilihan surah... antaranye surah Qaaf, surah Ghasyiah..

ustaz bgthu ttg kelebihan surah2 tu dimana:

surah2 ni mengingatkan kita ttg kematian, hari kiamat dan kehidupan di alam neraka...

mmg menggerunkan... huhu...

lg senang kata... disamping kita bergembira, jgnla kita lupe pada yg mati.

selain tu, beringat-ingatla pada diri sendiri supaya jauh kepada segala dosa2..

yela... puasa dh nak habis, manusia kan akan mula wat dosa2 diorg la tu...

ingat ye?

lagi2 kena ingat hari kiamat dh makin dekat...

sentiasala kita bersedia...

sebelum terlambat, beramal la kita di bulan ramadhan ni...

bukan senang and berpeluang nak solat terawih, menikmati malam badar dan lailatulqadar.

semuanye ada dlm bulan ramadhan je... bulan len xde...

ingat! jangan x ingat!

my little sis....

2009-09-07T06:46:00.006+08:00

i only have 22 days left before i continue my study...

huhuhu

there're many thing that i so worry about

one of them is my sis, IDA...

ida... the noisy sister and the special one...

i remember last week...

she gave me a question about friendship

for your infomaton... my little sis is the only student that very special in her school

in other words, she's not perfect in physically(disable).. but emotionally, she's perfect.

i surprised when Ida asked me about friendship..

am I professional in frienship???

No.

hurmmm...

she told me that she has 2 best friends since her primary school. they always together..

but, when she reach 14 (now), her friends are starting talk the bad things about her. plus, they thought Ida like to pretend absend.. she tried to explain everything to them but they don't want to listen. finally, their friendship was over.

so, i told her to be patient and let it go. in addition, i told her that they're not your true friend.

if both of them are friend, they should not say the bad things about you. besides, they never understand the situation that you're facing right now. they never understand and i think they wont listen until they fell regret when they knew the truth story from others.

this november, Ida will be facing an operation again. this time is for her back bones. i told Ida, don't tell them about your operation because they didn't care about you anymore.

but, in second thought...

i thought and feel that i'm so mean by not telling Ida's operation to them.

i didn't mean it.

what am I trying to is.... there're still many people who cares and love you. And i one of them.

i love you, Ida.

i'll try my best to make sure you're not crying again.

Funny story....

2009-09-03T14:51:00.002+08:00

I have a new story…it’s a funny story for me and my family that makes us can’t stop laughing..
Hahaha

The story about a guy who sending a message.. I called him, BENGONG( I can’t tell you what his true name) kahkahkahkah

That guy supposes send it to me. But he sent to the wrong person and that person is

MY MUM…

The story begins like this…

Yesterday, after my mum come back home from school.
“Nana, there’s message for you from that guy. Again”.. before this, he had sent many messages but I just ignore it…
“that guy?? Hmmm… what did he say?”
“hahaha… he gives you a birthday wish”, mama laughed.
“WHAT?? Birthday wish??? But today is not my birthday”, I laughed too.
My sis and I were surprised about that funny message.
Then, my mum said, “ I know and because of that I reply his message. I text and give him some advices. So that, he will not disturbing you ever again”
“what did you send to him?”, said wani..
“ I told him, just be a friend and not pretend as couple-boyfriend and girlfriend. Lastly, stop disturbing Nana and stop sending message to the wrong person”, mama answered.
“wow! That’s great mama. Hahaha… you’re the best mother ever and no one can replace you..” I said.

“Thank you… but he reply back…”
“What?? Again?”, wani said with her weird face.
In my mind said, why can’t he give up? So stupid..
“Yup. He said sorry to me for disturbing and tells that actually, birthday wish is for you. He’s doing like that after he’s losing you” Mama said.
“Ya… right. Losing me. hahaha… mama, just ignore about him.”
“Yes, You right. But, he’s so funny. Why he sent to me? Not you? And what the meaning of losing you?.” Mama replied.
“Mama, just forget about him. Besides, you know that he’s always sending a weird and funny message to me. I’m sick of it” I answered.

“okay. But I hope he will not disturbing you during your study.” mama said.
“okay, mama. I will make sure it will not happen.”
“Good. I’m glad to hear that but he still funny. Hahaha…” mama went to upstairs with her laugh while I and wani enjoyed watching TV together.

That is the story end…

I JUST BROKE MY OWN LEG!!!

2009-08-14T01:55:00.002+08:00

Ya Allah...

hanya tuan jela yang tahu...

huhu

hari ni, nana agak kepenatan

so.. p la rehat ngan kakak

tiba2 mama panggil

"Nana, ambil baju kotor kat atas ni... p basuh"

ape lagi... nana p la naik atas ambik baju kotor.

time nak turun plk..

entah mcm mane...

nana tersilap langkah and...

terus jatuh kat tangga...

pada mulanye ok...

tp xthu knp makin sakit

automatically...

nana nangis teresak2 krna kesakitan

sakit bgt wei... huhu

kakak terkejut and cuba nak tolong

adik2 nana terjengang sebab xthu nk wat cmne...

papa plk cuba nk tolong gak

tp...

time tu.. nana xnk sape2 sentuh nana

sbb cuba nak gerak kaki...

tp xberjaya...

suddenly...

mama terdengar nana nangis...

"knp tu? nana dah p basuhkan baju ke?"

then kakak jawab,

"mama, nana jatuh dr tangga.."

nana xdpt nk sahut sbb mmg tlalu sakit..huhu

then...

mama cepat2 turun after dpt thu nana jatuh dr tangga

tnpa buang msa..

mama suruh p klinik

papa bawak kete

mama n kakak pn ikut

time jumpa doktor plk...

doc kata nana kna x-ray

sbb takut patah pe2..

klu rsa xpatah mkn ubat thn sakit jew...

disbbkan nana tiba2 rsa ksian ngan mama

sbb esok mama kursus

so.. nana bgthu mama xyah x-ray

mkn ubat thn sakit je.

mama ok je..

then...

pembantu doc tu terus balut kaki nana

and sampai je rumah...

sakit makin btmbh...

huhu

nana tkut retak

lg2, dhla nana keje..

grenti kna potong gaji...huhu

sabar jela...

nampaknye esok nana kna p hospital la..

huhu

H1N1!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-09T00:10:00.003+08:00

dh lama nana xbukak blog ni... huhu...
rsa rindu plk...hehe

sebab busy ngan keje, nana jd lupe bkak laptop utk updatekan blog ni.hehe
bkn takat tu je... selasa lps nana demam. habis mengigil satu badan.. nasib baik tmpt keje nana tutup seminggu.
klu x, potong gaji la nmpknye... huhu
oh.. i forgt to mention yg nana keje kat ne... hehe... nana keje kat sek lama nana. sek men islam hidayah...
sek lma nana msuk dlm s/kbr beb sbb H1N1... lbih kurng 1,600 students didapati xhadir ke sekolah sbb demam.. pehh... bkn sek men je, sek ren pun sama.... nk wat cmne bgunan sek ren n sek men islam hidayah sebelah2 je. ngee~

mmg tkejut btol sek nana msuk paper. paper depan skali plk tu... adik bongsu nana plk rsa bangga plk sbb kononnye nama sekolah hidayah dh famous... perasan btol.... hahaha... klu tgk mka reaksi balik, mmg kelakar btol.. nsb bek adik bongsu nana ni bkn badut. kahkahkah...

msa selasa lps... pg 2, bdn nana mmg xsdp. rsa sjuk je mmnjang n menggigil jew. tp still kms umah... selesai je nana masak utk adik2. tba2 bdn mgigil kesejukan... nana pn p la baring kat sofa jap. cadang nak tido 1 jam je... tgk2 3 jam nana tido beb. huhu.. time tu mama dh balik keje. nana trus p jmpa mama.

mama, badan nana rasa xsedap la.. mcm demam.

tiba2, ida datang...

mama, ida pun sama. ida selsema..

so, nana and ida pun p la klinik... ida demam selsema. nana plk... dmam panas nak mampos... huhu

bkn demam jew... selsema, batok, sakit perut, pening and sakit sendi.. doktor kata nana ada simptom2 H1N1. tp bg langkah bjaga2... kna la mkn ubat yg doktor bg n kna dtg 2 hari lps tu klu dmm msh xreda lg...

2 hari kmdn... demam nana mula reda... tp yang lain xreda lg... huhu...

tetapi sekarang...

selsema dh ok, pening and sakit sendi pn xde dah.... yg tinggal atuk and sakit prut...

ida plk... demam dh reda and selsema mula reda jgk... adik2 nana yg len pn demam gak tp diorg demam dlu drpd nana. kiranye nana ni last person yg demam la... huhu...

yg pnting... nana kna jaga kesihatan... lg2 nk p mesir dh nie... huhuhu

insyaAllah....

tHe m0unTain....

2009-07-22T23:51:00.004+08:00

everything is starting from me..
i feel that i'm the one

i'm the one who should be blame

i had done many things

that makes people tears

i always ask myself

what should i do?

will they forgive me?

suddenly...

i heard a voice

just forget it and move forward

then i walk...
with closing eyes

day after day...

i walked

ignoring people around me

until...

my step stopped...

when i opened my eyes...

i realised..

it is the dream of mountain

that people always dream to reach it..

thank you ALLAH

THANK YOU SO MUCH...

dapat kete beb...

2009-07-20T11:38:00.004+08:00

kali ni nana nk cite psl kete... iaitu kete perodua MyVi..

nana rsa hepi sgt sbb finally dpt kete... tp kete utk kakak la. adiknye ini mengambil pluang memandu sblm kakak ambil kete. nana dh lama kempunan nk mandu.. tp lgsg x pluang.

tp... after tmat kursus arab... nana bpluang pandu kete.. mula2 mandu kte toyota estima.. bsaq nye. tkut den mandu kete ni... eh kete ke van... van kowt.. hehehe. van ni mmg sensitif btol. tkn brek ckit je, dh mmg stop van tu. huhu.

sminggu kmdn... jeng3... kete MyVi dtg.. yepi! alhamdulillah.. byk kali gak nana bwk kete ni. practice bwk kete smpi jauh... smpi p shpg plk tu. hehehe.. best sgt2. tp nana bwk slow ckit dlm 60-70 la..bbnding ngan toyota estima.. nana bwk laju ckit. MyVi nye, bwk speed 40 pn dh rsa lju sbb kete ringan. tu psal rsa lju. xpela.... yg pntg, nana rsa puas hati sgt2 sbb dpt mndu kete n sempt bwk adik2 p shpg. hehe

nk tunjuk gmbr xleh sbb xsmpt nk tgkp gmbr. kakak dh ambil kete smlm... huhu. sdih... kete MyVi dh kna ambil. xpe2... hbs blajaq n dpt duit gaji lbh nnt nana bli kete mercedes-benz c-class or.... yg plg murah kete perodua MyVi wrna hijau..hehe.. kakak nye wrna hitam.. adiknye nk wrna hijau plk... lg cntik.. ngee~:D

jgn jeles ye kakak ku.... love you....

mama is the best mother ever....

2009-07-16T23:10:00.002+08:00

yahoo!!!!! akhirnye mama berjaya!!! hehehe

mesti korg ttnya ape yg mama nana berjaya lakukan. hehe

sebenarnye mama nana dah boleh berenang... yahoo!!!!

mama dh lma msuk kursus renang.. tp xreti2 gak... tp hafetz plk yg rti... in 2 weeks hafetz dh boleh berenang. huhu. kecian mama...

selasa lps mama ajak nana berenang n ajar mama berenang. nana orait je.. hehe.. sb xthu nk wat pe...

ngee~:D

ptg selasa tu... nana p ngan mama n hafetz. msa on the way tu, tba2 hafetz bgthu nana... mak oi, terbocor rahsia mama. hehe. rpa2nye, lps kursus renang, my luvly mama mntk kwn2 mama ajrkan. tp xberjaya gak. huhu. kecian mama.... so...

demi xmlmhkan smgt mama, nana sggup ajar mama gak.

fuhh..bygkan.. nana ajar mama dr kul4.30 smpi kul6.30, msh xberjaya gak. especially cara2 asas msh blom pass lg. bubbling dh pass, floating xpass2 lg. waduh2. pnt sungguh. huhu. bru nana dpt rsa, betapa penatnye jadi guru pelatih.. wktu tgh ajar mama berenang... nana smpt lwn berenang ngan hafetz. nana menang wei. ngee~ at the same time, nana tgk mama xpernah putus asa utk blajar berenang gak. bangga nana jd anak mama. hehe.

i love u mama...

then, disbbkan xberjaya hr selasa tu... nana smbg ajar mama berenang hari ni(khamis).. kul4 dh tpacak kat kolam renang. hehehe

tp kali ni, nana bwk hafetz skali lg n ida... nana srh hafetz ajar ida sbb ida lgsg xreti berenang..

nana plk ajar mama... tba2, tpt kul5.15.... mama dh berjaya wat floating beb! alhamdulillah.. hehe

ini semua berkat usaha mama yg xpernah give up.. congrate mama!

congrate utk ida gak... bubbling n floating dh pass. tp floating kna usaha keras lg. so, ida boleh terapung lg n utk kesihatn ida gak. hehhe.

wahh... nana mcm boleh jd jurulatih plk. hehehe. perasan la plk.. anyway, congratulation to you both..

love you so much...

i meet my friends....

2009-07-15T17:07:00.006+08:00

kamis lps... nana p kl ngan rombongan sekolah...

best sgt2. sbb....

nana dpat jumpa kwn2. ngee~

nana happy sgt2 sbb dpt jumpa akma, hana hasina, hana (exempted arab), aisyah, tiqa, bella, syak... n haziq. hehe. tp xsmpat nk jumpa nad, azhani, ija... n zaim. tp slh sorg kwn nana ni mcm xnk jumpa nana je.... xpela... dalam hati nana seakan-akan mengatakan, better nana dibenci drpd die thu prkara sbenar... hurmmmm... adush, udah2. x baik kata gitu. tmbh dosa nana nnt. huhu..

nana mmg dh lma teringin nk jumpa diorg.. sbb nana nk bgthu diorang yang nana btol2 mntk maaf. huhu~ korang.... maafkan nana ye? sbb xbgthu korg yg nana dh kuar dr uia. mintak maaf sgt...

nana jumpa kwn2 nana kt klcc. mula2 jmpa hana hasina n akma. pehh... rndu sgt diorg. diorg nie dlu roomate nana. best sgt... akma yg ramah n bfikrn matang n hana hasina, seorg yg kecoh. hehe jgn mrah hana.. best sgt sbb bpeluang jln2 ngan diorg. tp... nana cma dpt jln2 ngan hana 1jam je. mak die cma bg die 1jam je... sdih wei. huhuhu

msa bjln2 ngan akma n hana hasina... kwn2 nana yg len dtg.. best sgt jumpa diorg... masa jumpa tu... akma suruh nana bgthu diorg yg nana smbg bljr kat tmpt len. time tu, nana xready.. tp nana beranikn diri utk bgthu jgk... sbb nana pk smpi bla nana nk smbunyi rahsia ni ngan kwn2 nana. akhirnye nana bgthu gak.lps nana bgthu, byk bnda diorg tnya... atranye... belajar kat ne?, bila p? n plg gempaq sekali....betol ke nana dh tunang? nana jwb smua soaln diorg dgn tenang skali. sbb nana thu, diorg grnti nk thu jwpn drpd mulut nana. xpela...

yg pntg... spnjg nana kat klcc, nana mmg hepi sgt. dpt bborak ngan akma, hana (exmptd arab), aisyah n haziq... best... hehe. lps 2, bwk akma p aquaria. free beb! lps 2, nana bli bookmark utk diorg. sbb nana xthu nak bg hadiah pe... lgpun nana xbwk duit byk.. klu ada, mmg dh lma nana blnja diorg. huhu. sory ye kwn2..

dlm kul7, semua blik ke uia kecuali akma... nana bwk akma p hotel kat hotel putra. best tau hotel 2.. 1 bilik utk 3 org. spnjg mlm kat hotel 2.. nana n akma bborak hbis. then, bwk akma p dinner n bwk die p istana budaya. stiba je kat istana budaya... tiba2 nana tdengar suara...
mak oi!!! nassier wahab n rohana jalil tue... mantap wei. smpi ada org snggup wat gelek dangdut. laki plk tu. huhu.

dlm kul11, nana n akma blik hotel smula. kat hotel, ktorg tgk tv smbil bborak smpi tlena. keesokknnye plk, nana n akma p breakfast n jln ke perpustakaan negara. perghh... 1st time ktorg jejak kaki ke library tu... :D kmudian dlam kul2, nana hntr akma smpi stsn bus. mmg susah nk cari kwn mcm akma... lps nana tgk akma naik taxi. tba2 nana rsa sdih. sbb nana dpt rsakan... bkn sng nk jumpa diorg lg. dhla uia 2 kat gombak, nana duduk kat jb. hurmmm.. xpela. at least, nana akan msj diorg tnya kbr. InsyaAllah..

TO ALL MY FRIENDS... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. UHIBUKUM AWI2...

story in ukm... not harvard

2009-07-15T08:58:00.000+08:00

2 bulan belajar kat kursus persediaan ke mesir kat ukm, bangi tp nana cuma belajar 3 minggu je... 3minggu sblm tmat kursus... huhu

dlm msa 3 minggu, byk input nana dpt. especially dpt bljr bhsa arab ammiah yg dh lama nana kepingin bljr.hehe. akhirnye dpt jgk dalami bhs arab fursoh dan ammiah... Alhamdulillah...

kat kursus, nana dpt jumpa kwn2 baru tp majoriti muda drpd nana. it's ok 4 me. msa nana dftr msuk, org2 yg pertama nana jumpa selain wani adalah kwn2 wani.. u want 2 know who....???

farawala, ain, huda, fariha and hani.. nana anggap diorg mcm adik2 nana. diorg nie mmg suka wat lawak.. wani+fariha mmg rapat. diorg dlu roomate. tp disbbkan kewujudn kakaknye di ukm, wani tpaksa pndah ke blok len. iaitu blok D sma ngan nana. kcian wani n fariha... sorry ye? and tq.. luv u so much. hehe.. fara pulak... pergh... wat lawak je... lps 2 nana suka tgk fara punya mulut muncung. kelakar... hahaha. wani and fara plk psgn yg mntp dlm bab2 bdialog.. diorg mmg dh reti ckp arab. sehinga fara dipggl utk jd MC mjls mlm.. nama nye prom nite kot. ntahla... ain plk... die ni mmg keje study je.. ke mane2 die p, psti bwk bku.. xpernah tggl. huda, ktorg pgl die samin or natasya.. hehe. kelakar btol. samin bmksud gemok tp huda xgemok pun. pggl natasya plk sbb die gna produk natasya.. last skali hani... nana xthu sgt psl die sbb jrg jmpa die. yg nana thu die roomate ain n suka outing mlm2 ngan kwn2 die. hehe

kwn laki pulak... sape org pertama nana knl ye??? ehmmm.... oh ye... Qayyum.. die ni dlu sek cina. perghh... boleh ckp english, bm, cina n yg tkini dh reti bhs arab plk. fuyoo... hehe. qayyum ni seorg sensitif. asal nana, wani n fara bgurau, die anggap gurauan tu bnda serius.. huhu. bhaya. "very dangerous" bak kata ustaz ahmad. huhu. 2nd person is Luqman... bru knl je sehari tba2 je keesokan hari nana dpt thu ramai pmpuan minat kat die. hehe.. nana xthu ada pe ngan die.. biase2 je nana tgk. luqman ni, dlm senyap2 mmg byk cite die... boleh thn cite die.. mmg menarik perhatian and boleh wat buku ttg kish silam die. lps2, klu chatting ngan luqman, die mmg ska pggl nana, nana kasyawa. nmpknye, ada pggln baru plk ye.. ish3.. umar plk... die nie mmg nk kena penumbuk drpd nana... asal nana buli die, die buli nana blk. tp kn, nana suka tgk umar n fara bgaduh. hehe. cute sgt2.. jgan marah ye fara n umar. hehe. nana suka pggl umar ni, umar al-khattab, ular sawa n muazzin... sdp suara umar wktu azan. nana msh simpn recording azan umar.hehe... apapn, nana anggp depa mcm adik2 nana jgk.

ada bdk2 uia yg nana knl x msa kursus??? mestila ada... hehe. ada rmai... tp cuma knl nodi je..nk describe ape psl die ye... ehmm... ha!!! die nie suka perasan muda n suka kelentong nana. mmg nk kna penumbuk gak. tp sbr jela... dhla lahir sma thn ngan nana. ada hati perasan muda. cma 22hari je jrk umur. huh! xpela... bdk uia smua laki yg msk kursus ni kcuali nana the only girl (agaknye la... :D)

apapun kenangan di ukm... mmg indah sekali. mmg xdpt dilupakan... magmu3ah ar-rabiah kuwais awi2.. semuanye bg kerjasama ngan baik. yg plg nana xdpt lupakan, ktorg sma2 wat baba fein. mmg kelakar. and... bdk2 laki nye hakka pn kelakar. mmg d best.. mumtaz..hehe

I LOVE magmu3ah ar-Rabi`ah.. muaahh..

my new blog....

2009-04-08T08:02:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum w.r.b

blog ni nana wat yg bru sbb blog yg dlu dh ada org bca.
so nana wat yg bru la...
actually..
Blog nana yg dlu agk private...
but dis time...
boleh la sape2 nak baca
n give ur opinion n so on...

so... welcome to my blog...